funkymummy

Herbalife...

2009-08-20T05:43:00.000-07:00

This entry is to share my experience after consuming herbalife for 3 weeks...so far, i am really satisfied with the products eventhough i had spent some amount of money...(not as expensive as visiting slimming centre).

Before taking the product, i weigh 50.8kg...after 2 weeks, i lose 700gm..not only losing weight but also the fat around the tummy, i gain the muscle index and reduce my inner age...

How Does It Work?

If you’ve tried to lose weight before and failed, take heart. Herbalife’s science-based ShapeWorks™ Program combines Cellular Nutrition and the power of protein so you can manage your hunger, maintain a healthy metabolism and feel energised as you lose those unwanted kilos.

The ShapeWorks™ Program is simple, easy-to-follow and delicious, offering you everything you need for lasting weight-loss success.

Formula 1 Nutritious Mixed Soy Powder

Provides essential vitamins and nutrients.

An advanced meal-replacement shake packed with protein and essential nutrients.

Includes 19 vitamins and minerals.

9 grams of soy protein and 18 grams when mixed with milk or soy milk per serving plus fibre to help keep you full and satisfied.

Can help you lose, gain or maintain weight.*

Available in five flavours

Formula 3 Blended Soy & Whey Protein Powder

Protein supplement helps fight hunger.

A convenient, fat-free protein supplement for hunger control and healthy weight management.

A proprietary blend of soy and whey proteins.

Mixes easily into shakes, soups and sauces.

Helps build and maintain lean muscle mass.

ShapeWorks™ Tea Mix

For vitality and weight management.

This delicious, low-calorie instant tea mix helps you stay energised and refreshed while you manage your weight.

includes antioxidant and thermogenic green tea.

* source taken from : www.herbalifeww.com

So, you can lose weight without feeling hungry...at d same time you can control ur appetite...if u suffer of eczema or asthma..this nutritious food can help....

shoes...shoes...shoes....

2009-08-12T16:53:00.000-07:00

This entry is to fulfill suzie's request. She insisted me to write bout shoes. What can i say bout it? i juz love shoes sooooo much...especially high heels...it makes me tall coz i'm short. It gives me confidence when i walk...it makes me sexy if wear it with jeans..even my hubby said so...he keeps asking me to wear high heels during our outing..but sometimes it is difficult if we go out with our kids. But again last Sunday he brought this matter up when i was trying the shoes at a mall (which finally i bought it n wear it immediatel: shoes on left...hehe)

Actually i didn't plan to buy any shoes this soon coz i plan to go shopping at the end of this month. But when i saw Sembonia shoes at 50% discount, i thoght that is not something to be missed by a shoe lover like me....what more it is nice (in my eyes) n comfy...so, i just grab it al less than rm80. Worth it right...n when i wear it, my hubby smiled n said, " u look tall and sexy"..mmmmmmmm....

The second pic : i bought at Avenue K when Nine West had it warehouse sale. Actually, i saw this shoes in one of my fav magazines early last year with its actual price rm399...which i won't splurge my money just like that for a pair of shoes..even i am a shoe lover..i have to be realistic...so, in december, when i came accross the adv. in the star, i quickly told my hubby that i wanted to go there...n i was lucky coz at that tie, my sil was in KL n she stayed in a hotel next to Avenue K...so, i had the chance to there and finally, i got this shoes at only rm152...WOW....but i didn't have the chance to wear it until after i gave birth (beli kasut time pregnant coz nk sgt kasut tuh...huhu).

Now, i'm looking forward to buy more shoes at the end of this month or maybe this year end sale...hehe...hubby aku geleng kepala je...

tag by bonde

2009-07-25T08:14:00.000-07:00

Apakah perasaan anda?
masa ni xde perasaan

Saya nak makan....
1. Sushi
2. tiramisu

Saya tak suka...
org wat keje x sistematik org yg slow...lembab

Impian saya...
berjaya dalam hidup dunia akhirat

Haiwan yang saya tak suka...
reptilia n serangga

Harapan saya...
Dapat menjadi pengetua...hehe..berangan.

Jika masa boleh berputar...
Saya nk belajar rajin2..xnak jd cgu...nak jd akauntan

Hp saya adalah...
Sony Ericsson c902 warna merah...(hp james bond)

Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak...
beberapa kali termasuk seorang yg sakit MENTAL

Saya suka pada...
Kedamaian

Kawan2 saya ada...
x ramai tp berkualiti....

Pernah dikhianati?
PERNAH..

Apa yang anda mahu lakukan kepada orang yang khianati anda?
What u do u get back

My New Routine

2009-07-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

Dah hampir 3 mgu aku kembali bertugas...at first i hesitated to leave my newborn at d nursery, but i have to...my new routine is not as pack as nurul coz i dont have to drive that far to my work place n there is no terrible jam...but my puch card for this week were all red...not my fault...it's because hariz's kindergarten is opened at 7.30...but i heve told his teacher that i need to send him early.

How do i start my day after having 2nd child? I wake up at 6am (used to wake up at 6.30), wash n sterile d bottles(hariz's n harraz's bottle)...i dont let my maid do it coz i doubt her hygiene n im tired of giving d same instructions everyday...sounds fussy huh? well....

Then, i'll b in d bathroom for 15minutes..at 6.30, i'll dress up n make up...6.50, i'llwake hariz up n get him ready to school..thank god that now he no longer wearing diaper, so he can dress by himself. By 7.15 i drive hariz to his school...

my school session ends at 2.30pm...i will rush home n quickly clean myself n i will fetch harraz...(nursery depan umah je) i'll make sure i'll take him home before 3.15...if i have to go to school for meeting, xtra class etc..i'll leave him with my mom...n at 5 i will fetch hariz...sumtimes a bit late if i have sumthing to do in school...

not so tiring...but still tired...however, i'm enjoying it...n i'm very lucky coz harraz is easy to take care...

so..that my new routine...

p/s: masa aku type blog ni, harraz baru kebah demam...:(

TAG BY SUZIE...

2009-06-21T22:48:00.000-07:00

Aduhai..suzie ni rajin tul tag men'tag' orang...hehe....saip remind suh jawab....ini jawapan nye madam suzie....hehe....

FIVE (5) INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT SUZIE...

1. 1 of my best fren since matrix until now...
2. she's nice n 'fragile' (kontra dgn aku..huhu...)
3. dah berubah dr terlalu naive (dulu) kpd fashionable n trendy
4. suka duduk cam katak le baca mag...hehe...cute sgt...
5. ada patung pink panther kat katil masa kt u dulu....

FIVE (5) INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT ME

1. kepala angin even on small matter (bila la boleh berubah?)
2. suka shopping
3. addicted to coffee...can't start my day without it
4. hidup pjj dgn hubby tpanak dah 2...hehe
5. fussy about cleanliness

so, madam suzie, pls give 5 facts bout me....hihihi

Menu pantang

2009-05-14T22:56:00.000-07:00

Lupa nak upload dalamn3 sebelum ni...

pati ikan haruan....setiap hari sebotol

sup ikan dan halia...(xle setiap hari sup, ada hari ikan goreng halia)

nasi yang ditabur bawang putih goreng n halia goreng....

Jadual dan Menu Berpantang...

2009-05-14T22:41:00.000-07:00

oleh sebab mak aku kena jaga ayah aku yang sakit, aku amik confinement lady...(makcik yang jaga orang berpantang) Makcik ni hebat sebab dia selalu jaga orang berpantang kat KL dan dia selalu g umah all d big shots...jaga anak2 dato'2 bepantang termasuklah anak saudara Tun Mahathir...dan dia memeng biasa jaga orang yang bersalin ceasarean...dia kata biasanya anak2 dato' ni ikut cakap dia dalam masaberpantang...xmacam anak2 orang biasa yang degil n pandai lebih..so, aku pun ikutlah amalan dan nasihat dia..alhamdulillah...after12 days i 'm feeling better n energetic...bayarannya sehari rm100..tapi, semua dia wat.... dia bangun seawal jam lima pagi jerang air mandi aku n baby...sedap n segar bile mandi air daun2 kayu..wangi..cam g sauna...dia mandikan bayi masak makanan untuk aku dll....jadual berpantang aku agak padat sampai tgh hari...:

7.00 pg : bangun tidur n sarapan

7.30 pg : makcik mandi dan siapkan hariz utk ke sekolah

8.00 pg : makcik mandikan baby dan siapkan baby

8.30 pg : makcik mandikan aku

9.30-10.30 pg : beurut (bestnyer)

10.30-11.00 pg : aku minum pagi smentara makcik panaskan tungku

11.00-12.30 tghari : bertungku

1.00 tgh hari : makan tgh hari

3.00 ptg : tdo

4.30 ptg : minum ptg smentara makcik mandikan dan siapkan baby

5.15-6.45 ptg : bertungku lagi

8.00 mlm : makan malam

itulah jadual berpantang aku..lebih teratur dgn adanya makcik bedah ni...dulu..ikut sempat je...

Harraz Alfi bin Hasrul Nizam

2009-05-13T23:54:00.000-07:00

Nama:Harraz Alfi bin Hasrul Nizam
Lahir: Isnin - 4 May 2009 - 10.11am - Kedah Medical Centre
Berat: 2.55kg

X rela kepalaku dibotakkan....

Pada hari akikah dan cukur rambut...tapi xde wat majlis cam hariz dulu...

sepetnye mata dia...

best nye tdo....zzzzzzz

tdo lagi.......

Journal of Delivering My Second Baby...

2009-05-11T23:37:00.000-07:00

Few Days Before......

1.5.09

Julie came to my house and spent 2 nights here...so i took him out to laksa stall that she likes so much...and...i took the chance to eat bihun sup and cendol pulut...hahaha....

2.5.09

i finished packing my baby bag n my hospital bag. i had to pack for me my hubby and baby...all for 4 days n 3 nights stay at the ward...i ate everything that i could eat..hahaaa

3.05.09

yeah...this afternoon i will be admitted to the ward...huhuu...so, around 2.30 pm, my hubby n i went to kedah medical centre...leaving hariz with chik sue...he cried so loud coz he wanted to follow me...but we had to leave him....sian dia....

we arrived at kmc at nearly 4pm and i went straigth to d admission counter as i was already given d admission date. Unfortunately, there's no single bedded room that day...so, i was placed at 4 bedded room. At d beginning, there were only 2 patients including me. Few minutes after that, i was visited by a doctor..he greeted me warmly n he told me what's goin to happen d next day...he said that i will be taken to OT in d morning n i will b given half anaesthetic at my spine...me n my hubby were wondering; who was he?he's so friendly... he's definitely not my gynea...(d nurse told me that he's d anaesthetician)

terrible thing happened after 9pm when another patient who juz delivered a baby was admitted next to my bed...she was accompanied by so many people and they kept making noise until 11pm and the worst thing was when she woke up at 5am and started chatting with her mom...OMG!!!! i couldn't sleep eventhough i was given sleeping pill!!!

back to my story...that nite my hubby fulfilled my last request before d operation...i asked him to buy me filet o'fish n apple pie...despite of the noise, my hubby n i enjoyed our burger (we closed d curtain so tat no one could see us) haha...but pity him when he had to sleep somewhere alse coz he can't be in d female ward after 11pm. (he told me that he slept on d sofa next to icu)

4.05.09

at 9.40am, i was waken up from my dream...i couldn't remember how many nurses came...but they asked me to change d clothes and get ready to be taken to d OT. They asked me to lie down on d stretcher/troly...(ntah nak panggil ape) hmm...seram gak bile disorong dalam keadaan terbaring camtu...nampak lampu2 n dibawak masuk dalam lif...huhu...

sampai kat OT aku dialih ke stretcher yang lain dan disorong ke ruangan menunggu...i waited for my turn for nearly 10 minutes before they took me to d OT...while i was waiting, there's a nurse came n she rubbed my hands saying that there's nothing to worry n nothig to be afraid of coz the operation won't be long...i felt a bit relief eventhough i'm a bit nervous...

then....

aku disorong ke bilik operation....jeng..jeng..jeng...

ada anaesthetician yng aku jumpa kelmarin n my gynea n 5/6 org nurse...so...bermulalah segala proses yang perlu sebelum perut aku ditoreh...then, my hubby masuk n dia bersama aku sehingga baby dikeluarkan dari perut aku(10.11am)...setelah baby dibersihkan, hubby aku disuruh keluar....lebih kurang sejam (11.00am) semuanya selesai...dan aku di bawa balik ke ward n alhamdulillah, kul 3 ptg aku dipindahkan ke single bedded room..aman.....

aku kena baring dalam keadaan flat selama 24 jam n xleh makan n minum..juz a few sip of water...huhu...kesan ubat bius dan ubat2 lain yg diberikan, aku jad mengantuk sangat...aku jaga kejap, n pastu aku tdo balik...3 hari aku kat ward...setiap 3/4 jam, keadaan aku dimonitor...badan aku dibersihkan dll...

apa lagi nak cite? apa yg berlaku dalam OT? nantilah...nampak je seram..tapi lau boleh in d future, i'd prefer to opt for ceasar...

GOING FOR DELIVERY

2009-04-20T20:42:00.000-07:00

hmm..dah lama x update blog...actually nothing interesting to share...yg ada pun last few weeks beberapa aktiviti yg memenatkan, problem yg menyerabutkan dan perkara yg menyakitkan hati...so, lau update blog time tgh serabut sure nk meluahkan rasa xpuas hati n confirm waktu tu ada org yg akan kena maki hamun...tats y aku xmeluahkan perasaan dlm blog...cuma aku nak warn sesiapa yg baca blog ni:

IF ANYONE EVER FEEL OFFENDED READING MY ENTRIES, DON'T VISIT MY BLOG! X SURUH PUN!!! SUKA HATI AKU LA APA AKU NAK TULIS DALAM BLOG NI AS LONG AS X MENCETUSKAN MASALAH NEGARA N AKU X DITAHAN DALAM ISA!!!

so, let get back to the title of my entry...

insyaallah, i'll b delivering my second son on may 4 which is 2 weeks from now...i know my date bcoz i can't deliver my baby normally....hmmm...this pregnancy is really different than d first 1...from d beginning till d end...

first few months: i experienced terrible sickness...loss of appetite, loss weight, gastric, fever (3 times in a week), diarrhea...only in the fifth month i became stronger n healthier...thank god...

later part of my pregnancy: i feel tired but no pain in my lower abdomen...but sumtimes i have terrible backache...no swelling...thru ultrasound done at private hospital, i knew tat my baby is in oblique position until d 36th week..so...d gynea decided tat i have to gv birth 2 weeks earlier.

Nervous? yes...but only a bit coz i know i wont feel the contraction pain which i fear in tis pregnancy (coz i already know how it feels)..n i can't wait to c him...

i will upload his photos in 2 weeks times....

I'm not handicap but sumtimes do feel so...

2009-03-05T19:04:00.000-08:00

Hmm...expecting another baby is fun when u don't have any sickness....during my first 4 months of my pregnancy, i was soooooo sick....i had fever up to 3 times a week, gastric, nausea, lost my appetite, alergic to so many smells n lots more..but now, everything is over. I'm feeling much better...i have such a big appetite until sumtimes I juz can't stop munching....but still i juz weigh 51 kg...surprise ha? after 7 months, I only gained 3 kg...n most of my colleagues said i look like 5 months pregnant...but...only God knows how heavy i feel...

N y do i feel like handicap? it is when sum of my colleagues keep reminding me to walk slowly n carefully...thanks for being concern...i appreciate that...but, being pregnant doesn't mean that everything is limited...what more i' m d type who walk fast...they always say tat i walk like ordinary people...am i extraordinary? pregnant women should keep themselves fit..walk like usual..u don't have to drag ur feet...eventhough there r times when i feel heavy, i don't drag my feet...i try my best to make myself look fit...juz sumtimes i feel exhausted when i climbed the stairs...however...i know tat towards d end of my pregnancy i'll walk like a king kong...can't do anything bout tat...

one more thingis bout how u dress when u r pregnant...do u hv to luk awful with oversized dress? NO WAY!!!!!!! that's not me! having big tummy for 9 months doesn't mean tat u have to limit ur fashion...i rarely wear dress...i only have 4 maternity dress in my wardrobe...d rest r blouses, skirts, cardigan...etc...n i do put make up n my face...n many people will say..."ni mesti anak perempuan...berseri2"...huh...

I read lots of articles about pregnant women feeling down or rendah diri...actually, xde sape yg merendahkan wanita mengandung...tetapi wanita itu sendiri...kenapa bila mengandung kena biar diri n tubuh badan jd kusut masai? dress up n put some make up! make urself luk good! it is sumthing to b proud when u r pregnant! not all women can gat pregnant. be grateful of urself. Tuhan bg kelebihan kpd wanita mengandung, kenapa harus rasa rendah diri dgn keadaan fizikal g bersifat sementara? I'm proud when m hubby said tat i luk sexier at this moment. Buncit, gemuk, jalan macam king kong tu hanya untuk beberapa bulan je...think positif...

My Little Hero again....

2009-02-26T05:34:00.000-08:00

Ntah apa2 la mummy ni...dah macam alien....hihihi

hasil kerja Hariz di skool....i was amazed by this coz hisa teacher said he did it on his own

HUMPTY DUMPTY mask...also done by him....

in his school uniform...cepatnya dia besar...huhu

Why Do I Choose To Live In KL?

2009-02-24T17:35:00.000-08:00

What a weird tile, isn't it?

why do I decide to buy a house in Kl n decide to live there? This question comes across my mind every morning when i drive to work (school). My work place is 5 minutes drive from home. If d traffic is heavy, the most time i'll spend on d road is only about 15 minutes. Doesnt make sense rite? Most of my colleagues (who r 'originated' from Perlis) will say tat, that kind of heavy traffic is troublesome...i will just laugh...to me, there's nothing...to me, there's no hassle driving in small town like Kangar...if i were to move to KL soon, i won't b enjoying my morning anymore...i know that...but i still choose to live there....i can't wake up at 6.30am, i can't start my car at 7.10am n arrive in school at 7.25am...maybe, i have to start driving at 6.30am so tat i can b in school by 7.30am....hmmmm........that's bout traffic....

What bout food?

Can i have my 2 bungkus nasi lemak at rm1.20? Hahahaha.....dream on! Can i buy kuih at d price 4=rm1? Can i have my lunch less than rm5? NEVER.....!!!

But there r pros n cons...small town like Kangar is hassle free but sumtimes it is difficult to fulfill one's desire....

No matter where i go, i will still love my small peaceful hassle free hometown....

TAG? PRICE TAG?

2009-02-18T06:08:00.000-08:00

ntah ape2 la kwn2 aku ni...tag men tag pulak dah...

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : ANIS

2. four Letter Word : ADOI

3. A boy's Name : AZFAR

4. A girl's Name : AFREEDA

5. An occupation : ARTIST

6. A color : AKU X TAU

7. Something you'll wear : AIGNER

8. A food : ASAM PEDAS

9. Something found in the bathroom :A TOAD

10. A place : AUSTRALIA

11. A reason for being late : ANTAR ANAK G SEK

12. Something you'd shout : AYOYO!!!

13. A movie title : ANAK MAMI

14. Something you drink : AIR PUTIH

15. A musical group : APA AEK?

16. An animal : ARNAB

17. A street name : AMPANG JAJAR@KEDAH

18. A type of car : ALFA ROMEO

19. The title of a song : AYAT-AYAT CINTA

New Experiences...

2009-02-16T17:09:00.000-08:00

Last 2 weeks Hariz turned 3...n after nearly 2 weeks there r few new experiences for him n both me n my hubby...last weekend we took him to d cinema to wact his favourite cartoon, upin & ipin...at first, we were nervous n afraid tat he'll feel bored n couldnt sit still...but surprisingly, we managed to watch d movie till d end without him creating any scene...phew...at 3 years old i took him to d movie...

Yesterday was his first day at d kindergarten...actually i really wanted to send him to kindergarten at d age of 3 it comes a reality...not because i'm to anxious, but when i see tat he's showing a good sign of learning so i feel excited to send him. Thank god tat there is 1 TASKA in Kangar tat accepted kids from 2 years old...so, my hubby n i decided tat we should send him to school...in d beginning, i was so nervous coz he's d type who likes to pat other kids n when he wants sumthing he really wants it...

But yesterday was a good beginning for him...i sent him at 8.15 n after registering his particulars, i left him with uneasy feeling...at 9.40, his teacher called me...OH MY GOD! WHAT HAPPENED? i shoot d teacher with few questions...dia he hit sumone? did he pushed sumone? "No..no..no..." the teacher said..."so far he's so good n he showing a good sign because he wants to enter d class. he's very eager to learn n dia dah pandai pegang pencil...so, saya masukan dalam kelas sekali dgn budak 4 tahun..." phew... i was surprised...

At 2 pm when i went there to fetch him he was sleeping...again it surprised me coz he slept without his tigger n pacifier...n d teacher told me tat he listened to her when she said no...n i was so happy...my hubby too..we were happy to hear d comments... hmm...as a mom i'm proud with such comments...coz he's only 3 years old...maybe he's not as good as other people child, but he's d best for us...hope tat his brother will be like him...BRAVO Hariz....from mummy n ayah...

Marriage...

2009-02-12T17:39:00.000-08:00

How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her as if she were a perfectly normal human being.

Oscar Wilde

A wedding anniversary is the celebration of love, trust, partnership, tolerance and tenacity. The order varies for any given year.

Paul Sweeney

A good marriage would be between a blind wife and a deaf husband.

Honore de Balzac

No man is regular in his attendance at the House of Commons until he is married.

Benjamin Disraeli

The difficulty with marriage is that we fall in love with a personality, but must live with a character.

Peter De Vries

These r sum qoutes bout marriage...n there r lots more to write out marriage...

before getting married, we alwways look for perfection which in the end we will be upset coz of it...no one can be a perfectionist...but we can always improve for the better...sometimes d mistakes tat we make would be d best teacher for us...n it also the spices in our life...

What suzie said in her blog is rite...terlalu byk persamaan akan menyebabkan kebosanan...bg yg baru kawin mungkin akan anggap persamaan itu satu kesempurnaan yg akan berkekalan...tp sedikit perbezaan diperlukan barulah kita akan melengkapi sesama sendiri...

y am i writing this? coz next month i'm celebrating my forth anniversary...mcm x caya je dah 4 tahun kawin...rasa mcm baru je lagi...but, 4 years is still early to evaluate so many things...juz pray tat my marriage will last forever without any unwanted things....

my little hero...

2009-02-11T18:00:00.001-08:00

My little hero turned 3 on 3rd february...Oh my God...kejap je dia dah besar...n now i'm expecting another hero...

my father's walking stick as microphone n his small guitar...showing his passion in singing....

like father like son....ish2..dah pandai main PS...xpe...jahanam pun rete ayah dia..hahaa

hmmm...mujur dia x mintak all d teddy bears...lau x, naya.......

"alamak...platform mana satu nih?" nak sangat dia naik train...bwk je la naik lrt..

suzie's wedding

2009-02-11T17:53:00.001-08:00

hehe...sampai gak ke wedding suzie walaupun hampir kul 3 ptg..konon2 nak g awal, tp bgn tdo pun dh kul 11 lebih...jam pulak lagi kat highway...

princess of d day

I'm back....

2009-02-11T17:39:00.000-08:00

It has been a while since i last updated my blog....there r few things that happened which didnt allow me to switch on d notebook n sit still in front of it....so sorry to suzie who really wanted me to upload her wedding photos n sum of my new stuffs...

I had a problem with my former maid...no...not that i had problem with her, but she has health problem which didnt allow her to stay here anymore...i was so bz taking her for few check ups, extendin her pass, getting her air tickets, finding new maid to replace he n once she's gone i had to take 4 days leave to take care of hariz....it wasnt easy to find a nursery in a short time...everything was a hassle...being at home taking care of hariz n managing d house n helping my mom taking care of my sick father was a hectic...i had to go everyhwere to settle everything...at night i dont feel like being in front of d notebook...

Thank god that my hubby came back everyweek...so at leas during weekend, he did everything for our lil one....

n today....i'm taking tis opportunity to upload sum photos.......

SCHOOL HOLIDAY 2008

2009-01-12T17:41:00.000-08:00

Lama gile aku x update blog...masa cuti x dapat nk connect internet coz umah aku kat ampang kat tepi bukit, line broadband x clear...so, the whole holiday aku xdpt connect internet...lau nak bayar bills, aku g lepak kat starbucks or white town coffee...tu pun malam je after hubby aku balik keje...

my holiday was not a hectic holiday...i just stayed at home being a housewife...but a modern housewife...heheee...sempat g kenduri suzie n jumpe bonde...jumpe julie towards the end of d holiday..tu pun kejap jek...but it's ok coz dia dah dapat balik cni..cuma ada sorg kawan aku yg janji nak g umah aku xsampai-sampai..sapa tah....huh!!!

what nurul said is rite...memang seronok bekerja coz duduk umah sehari suntuk memang membosankan...tau2 je hari dah petang...mujurlah kat KL...lau kat sabah dulu lagilah...hubby aku balik keje dah malam n nowhere to hang out...kat KL anytime n anywhere leh hang out...tp duit pun byk gak lah habis...hehe...

suzie x habis2 mtk aku update blog..awal2 bukak sek aritu agak bz n serabut ckt...bkn apa, i have problems with my maid...not that she's not good, but her health condition is not good...wat check-up, fomema xlepas...so, i have to send her back..bz uruskan hal tu ler....what more school baru bukak...gambar dlm camera x upload lg dlm notebook...n gambar dlm hp pulak hilang sume coz memory card problem...so, entry ni byk cite je lah

errr...ape ek aku nak cite?

ntahlah...xtau nak cite ape sebenarnya....

let me start by reflecting what had happened in 2008....

January : GOOG NEWS - my hubby got d transfer toKL...bz looking for house to rent after he

arrived...finally managed to get an apartment in ampang...

February : bz with school work...attended few meetings...got more chance to c my hubby in kl

March : 1 week school break, g KL jap je coz i had to sit for ptk - result ntah apa2 tah

April : bawak students g northern zone hksbp kat taiping...wat keje gile dgn my

colleague...naik bkt larut - tobat xnak naik dah

May : Early may, g langkawi...then, bwk students g hksbp kat jitra - 2 weeks school holiday,

spent time in KL, jumpe nurul n temankan suzie shopping utk hantaran kawin

June n July : ntah...x igt

August : spent 1 week break for vacation, went to bukit tinggi pahang n cherating...wow...

September n October : Puasa n raya n...got d sign of NEWCOMER in my family...hehee

November - December : End year holiday..........be a housewife.......shoppinggggg

itulah summary tahun 2008...spent lots of money for vacation n shopping...what did i shop? hehee....nyk gak...lau aku cite kt cni sure ada yg igt aku nak show off...tp suzie beria2 mtk gmbar...alamak, nanti lah amik gambar...i spend money for handbags, make up, maternity blouse n few other things...n i didnt go for any vacation coz b4 that dah byk g bercuti..cukup2lah tu...

2009 finally approached...dah masuk 2nd week dah...kejap je...this time onwards kena save ckt for d 2nd baby...juz to add up few things n cost for delivery nanti...hmm....duit..duit...tgk harga susu hariz yg dah cecah rm90 setin pun dah wat aku pening...what more ble dah 2...did try to change d milk, but he refused...so, hv to reduce my desires a bit...hehee

ATTITUDE....

2008-11-13T17:20:00.000-08:00

it has been a while since i last updated my blog...today is d last school day n i've nothing to do...i've done with my pmr marking which was quite a hectic...not because of the marking...but i was not really well for a week...if not definitely i could finish my marking exactly on d due date...but now everything is over...before i elaborate bout the topic ATTITUDE...i would like to take this opportunity to thank all my frens who wished me happy birthday and to those who gave n sent me presents...TQ very much...your kind thot is really appreciated...
back to ATTITUDE...what do i wanna say bout that? i juz wanna talk bout teacher's attitude...as we know, a teacher should be a noble person or...the role model...or someone who has good values in his/herself...what good values? not only from what they wear, but also on how they do their work...if a teacher can't do his/her work properly/perfectly, how do we expect our students to do their work perfectly as well...teacher's duty is not only teach n give knowledge, but also educate...how to educate students if teachers themselves do their work miserably?
here i'm referring to my marking teammates...not all of em have this miserable attitude..but even though it's only a few, but it effects some else and also their credibility...what i could see, these teachers marked d important paper clumsily...transfer the marks carelessly...fill up the form without checking d details...and lots more carelessness...maybe they are taking advantage because d group leader is a nice person...i'm not saying that i did my work 100% perfect, but i tried my best to minimize my mistakes...because i'm afraid that i'm putting other people's future in a wrong place n i'm afraid tat the money tat i will get won't be blessed...maybe some of them take up marking juz for money...but...i u r truly muslim, if u do sumthing for money, do it properly...a single cent tat u get is counted...
y do i said this? there's 1 teacher who prouldy told me tat she managed to finish her marking an everything on time even though she has 3 children..(coz i couldn't finish mine with only 1 child)..n she was rushing to invigilate d exam...marking n invigilating national exam give u money rite? (that's y i think she does that for money...) when she was away to invigilate, 1 of my teammates found that she did a lot of mistakes in her work...(maybe she rushed to finish her work quickly).
so, what's my problem now? k, another story...during d last slot of d meeting, sum of my teammates were looking at my photo gallery in my handphone to look at my son's photo n accidently they saw my photo without my headscarf...n that teacher's eyes was so big n she asked where was i at tat time? i said tats my family outing n it's not in perlis...from d way she glanced at me, i'm sure that sumthing negative was in her mind...but she deserves no right to give me tat kind of glance coz she's not a prefect person to do that...i hope u get what i mean...being a truly muslim does not only in ur appearance...but it should cover everything...to me, she had risked people's future by transfering mark wrongly (isn't tat a sin?), she had troubled my group leader who is so kind (isn't tat cruel?) n i've no rite to say bout d money tat she'll b getting...
to those who r teachers n those who want to be teachers...don't b typical teacher who like to judge people by their appearance...before u judge someone else, make sure u urself can do ur work properly...
we teachers always say tat our profession is not highclass , but do we realize that we ourselves tat make it low class? think bout it...this is only bout attitude of teachers...actually teachers nowdays are lacking in so many things...especially KNOWLEDGE....to be continued.......

CORRECTION.....

2008-10-28T05:09:00.000-07:00

cepat betul kawan2 aku tgl comment kat entry aku td...while waiting for hariz to sleep, i want to make a correction regarding my hubby's job...actually he's not pen. pengurus ladang...itu lambat lg kot..b4 this kat sabah dia peg. pertanian...mmg keje diakuar masuk ladang n jaga kebajikan peneroka2 wilayah sabah...tp skrg since dia balik semenjung, post untuk peg. pertanian xde yg kosong, so dia kat bahagian latihan...handling all types of courses..dari kursus untuk penyelia ladang sampai la kursus untuk jd manager...not only handling d courses, but sumtimes he has to give the talks to d participants...dia kata xbpe best jd pegawai department latihan...xmencabar...he prefers to be peg.pertanian...tp xlama kot...sbb keje dia xtetap kat satu2 tempat...maybe kena transfer ke mana2 wilayah jd peg. pertanian balik...n gaji? sama je lau government servant grade 41...xle tinggi cam bidang2 professional yg lain...wpun 4 angka tp xle mampu mencucuk langit...but actually it depends on how we manage our income...

sebut pasal dia kena transfer, seram gak...manala tau dia kena transfer b4 umah siap..aduyai...lau boleh, biarla dapat merasa duduk umah baru dulu...sbb aku dgn hubby aku dah berangan macam2 nak deco umah..i told him that i want to get d consultation from eric leong on how to deco my house...hehe...tinggi tuh angan2...agak2 brape la dia nak charge utk consultation fee ek? hehe...

n suzie mentioned bout coach watch...maybe beli maybe x kot..sebab itu aim nak guna duit apc..hehe..a gift for myself after receiving a small award for my hard work...tgk lah nanti...lau aku TAYANG jam coach tu kat blog, that's mean, i own it...if not, juz 4get it...

k...chow...hariz dah tdo...maybe it will take sum times to update my blog due to end year workload that is MARKING...........

HAPPY BDAY MY DEAR HUBBY

2008-10-27T23:53:00.000-07:00

Entry ni dah agak lewat untuk wish my hubby happy bday....i juz bhot him a cake on his bday (19 october) coz at that time i could't think what to buy 4 him...only yesterday i managed to buy him d presents....hehee...sorry for d delay...but surprisingly i got my birthday present in advance coz my bday is next week...yeahhaaa...yesterday nite we went out for dinner kat western restaurant kat kangar...hubby aku blanja...thot of goin to penang last wik bleh makan kat firday's or manhattan...tp hariz kena rotavirus lak that wik n this wik i was bz with mesyuarat pelarasan pmr...marking paper ler....

this is the ice cream cake...ini je yg ada...nak bli secret recipe xde kat perlis...huhu...
this is not d bday boy...posing jek dgn cake ayah dia...hehe..

these are d presents 4 my hubby...the latest montblanc perfume n tie set with cufling..hehe...but definitely dia xpakai cuffling masuk ladang..time g meeting ok la...maklumlah...hubby aku keje ladang...lawat pokok sawit jek....hehe

jengjengjeng.........this is my bday pezen....dah rasmi dah wpun bday aku next wik....masa g temankan suzie shopping hantaran aritu aku tgk je jam ni kat butik guess...x sangka i got it as my bday pezen...tq dear...tp next wik hubby aku x balik masa bday aku...ada course kat tganu....uwawawa...xpe...school holiday dah dekat...nanti celebrate lagi kat KL...lgpun duit apc aku x blanja hubby aku lagi...

3 KEYS TO HAPPY LIFE

2008-10-14T18:15:00.002-07:00

What can i say bout the keys to happy life? i never have specific condition to make myself happy...i juz know tat i'm happy when everything is at ease...and now since i have my little angel i'm happier...just can't wait for my second angel...maybe from materialistic view, i would be happy if:

1. i have better career (i'm d boss)

2. i have someone who really cares bout me...(nobody can be more caring

than my father...not even my hubby)

3. i'm not treated like a kid

foto raya.....

2008-10-13T06:49:00.000-07:00

Inilah foto-foto raya...tp first foto ni aku xde sebab aku balik kampung hubby aku...lau tgk gambar ni ayah aku nampak macam sihat walafiat je...tp sebenarnya dia dah uzur sangat...sumtimes he's ok, sumtimes he's not...2 teruna kat bawah yg duduk tu my grown up nephews...asyif dah form 4 n afi dah form 1...lau kengkawan umah kodak ingat, masa g makan2 kat umah cheras asyif baru standard 4 kot...manja kemain...hehe...

ini teruna ku yang pantang orang amik gambar dia pun nak inter frame...lau bab posing kemain lagi...

ini terunaku masa on d way nak balik kuantan dari bentong...demam nih...tdo xnak baring...bercakap pun lesu je....sedih aku tgk...coz he wasn't himself tat day...
ini la family my hubby..sama plak cam carpet tudung aku nih

my grown up angel....

Ceritera Raya....

2008-10-08T07:06:00.000-07:00

Tuesday: 30 Sept 08

7.30 am - Started d journey balik kampung my hubby kat bentong but before that stopped a while kat umah Ampang...arrived in bentong at about 5 pm. Sempat tgk org wat lemang n i tried filling d bamboo on my own...tp mak ai...bau asap xtahan beb...3 kali aku syampu rambut dok bau asap lagi. Hariz was treated like a king coz he's d only kid there...my hubby's aunties said that he cheered up everyone that day...sampai kul 11.30pm x tdo lagi...dah ramai sgt melayan dia, aku pun malaslah nak layan dia, makin x makan saman sebab sume ngikut kehendak dia...kul 10 lebih aku dah tdo...hahaha...tdo kat umah kampung sejuk gile beb...kalah tdo dalam aircond...aku dah dok pk camne nak mandi d next morning sbb aku mmg xtahan sejuk mandi pagi.

Wednesday: 1 Okt 08

RAYA....i woke up around 7 am...memang macam nak pengsan mandi...hehe...

hariz pun bangun awal jugak..tp dia macam lain macam ckt compared to d nite before...dah lewat masa org g solat raya baru aku notice yg dia demam...risau gile...cmne nak cari klinik kat pekan camtu... dahla heret dia ke kubur..panas...but he behaved very well...maybe he's too tired...mujurla ada grocery shop dalam felda tu bukak n dapat belikan dia panadol syrup n cool fever...around 4pm, bertolak balik kuantan...before that otw to kuantan stopped kat maran, my hubby's maternal grandparents..hariz was so quiet along d journey...dia tdo je...makan n minum langsung xnak...bertambahla risau...nasib xlama kat kampung, malam tu balik kuantan n i forced my hubby cari klinik kat kuantan...unfortunately most of d clinics were closed...mujurla ada 1 peadiatrician ni bukak n i was very satisfied with the way he examined hariz n d next day my little angle got back his normal life...

Thursday: 2 Okt 08

Nothing much...juz stayed at home..malas nak g jalan2 coz hariz baru baik demam...takut dia demam balik...g east coast mall je kejap sebab hariz bising nak naik escalator n lif...

Friday: 3 Okt 08

Went to Kemaman...my hubby's cousin got engaged...seronok jugak ikut rombongan meminang..but a bt boring coz i'm not used to it n d food served did not suit my taste...(nasi dagang...macam makan pulut dgn kari asam je..) siap argue with my hubby coz dia suka sgt nasi dagang n he said nasi sushi x sedap..i said nasi sushi tastes better than nasi dagang to me...hehe...around 6pm sampai umah n that nite bertolak balik KL .

(to be continued....with photos)

fulfilling suzie's request vol.2

2008-10-08T06:31:00.000-07:00

My top 10 most favourite food:(i am really fussy bout food...if u ask me d food that i don't like, memang banyak)
1. western n italian food (pizza, spaghetti, lamb chop, steak, etc)
2. malay food yg pedas (sambal tumis my mom, masak lemak cili api, masak
berlada etc)
3. sushi
4. choc cake
5. tempe
6. roti canai, boom, naan
7. yong tau foo
8. ikan bakar tanjung lumpur
9. puding roti+sos susu
10. dunkin donut

10 things I love to do:
1. shopping
2. travelling
3. reading magazines
4. experimenting new recipes (pie, tart, cake)
5. blogging
6. tidying up my room,wardrobe
7. surfing internet
8. collecting handbags
9. chatting with my good frens
10. SLEEPING

5 types of guy I Adore:
1. understanding
2. knowledgable
3. not possessive
4. faithful (hard to find this type of malay man..lau bini mati sure kawin lain)
5. responsible

5 things I love doing when Im happy:
1. shopping
2. eating
3. travelling
4. do my own manicure
5. ?

How to win my heart?

Nothing much can be said bout this. Juz b with me through thick n thin, always give me courage when i'm down n always pray for my happiness...no material request.

5 things I wish it could be:

1. Healthy

2. Happy

3. Have lots of money

4. Have higher paid job

5. a bit taller...(xdela org igt budak sekolah :( )

My recently most addicted song:

Mostly indonesian songs n some english songs...nothing specific

Fulfilling Suzie's Request...1

2008-09-25T17:12:00.000-07:00

1. Berapa pasang baju raya anda thn ni dan kaler apa?
3 pasang: baju kurung pahang (bunga hijau n merah- striking)
baju kurung moden (hijau muda kain petak)
kebaya pendek (sifon peach kain batik sarawak)

2. Apakah makanan raya tradisional kegemaran anda?
Nasi impit+kuah kacang+lontong+ketupat palas+rendang yang
mak buat
Lemang kat pahang

3. Apakah biskut raya kegemaran anda?

Tart nenas buatan sendiri, samperit+mazola yg mak wat, any

choc cookies

4. Bape banyak duit raya anda dapat n spend untuk bagi kat bebudak?
Dah xdapat duit raya dah...n this year spend rm200 je duit raya
tupun utk anak buah n adik ipar..yg lain2 xyah..hehe

5. Apakah aktiviti malam raya korang?
Before kawin tolong mak isi kuih dalam bekas, susun ruang tamu,
tgk drama raya...lepas kawin....?

x mabuk...tapi....

2008-09-17T16:46:00.000-07:00

Dalam entry nurul dia cakap aku lucky coz aku xmabuk..maybe belum lagi sebab baru 5 weeks..adala sikit2 sumtimes xselera makan time sahur...berangin and panas ulu hati...tapi xla kronik...cuma yang kronik, perangai HARIZ!!! astaga...memang xtahan dengan ngada2 dia...mengada teramat...pagi sampai tgahari dia ok...tp lau petang....memang hilang sabar..nak itu, nak ini...macam2 lagi..tgn tu cepat je mencapai barang2...mekap aku semua dia nak main...xkasi, dia nangis, marah pun dia wat dek je...geram tul...tiap hari kena marah tapi x serik2...nak juga dengan mummy...bila dia tdo malam, sian la pulak tgk sebab siang kena marah banyak kali...bile time baik, memang sian..manja sesangat...next year ada du xtaula..harap2 hariz ok dgn adik dia nanti...

Announcement!!!

2008-09-14T17:02:00.000-07:00

If last week nurul announced something, today, i also want to announce something. Insyaallah, next year, hariz akan dapat adik. Hehehe...sekarang dah almost 5 weeks...so far, i'm still okay..xde mabuk or anything...selera makan dahsyat...tiap kali bukak puasa sampai nak pecah perut...hehehe...cuma...yang xbestnye..berangin..asyik2 sendawa jek...tp masa ngandungkan hariz dulu pun camtu gak...hopefully, this time xde la hilang selera makan...n hopefully this time dapat girl lak...due date on 16th may 2009...teacher's day...hehe...

hariz macam tau2 je nak dapat adik..manja n cengeng kemain lagi..sikit2 mummy..mummy akung, mummy wat syusyu...tdo dgn mummy...n la dgn aku asyik nak nangis n merengek je...sumtimes hilang gak sabar..tp try la to be fair with him...cmne la nanti lau dah ada 2..sure havoc...hehe...xsangka pulak saing sekali dgn nurul...miracle of ramadan...

aku juga bernasib baik

2008-09-11T06:59:00.000-07:00

Yeah...aku juga bernasib baik...bukan kerana aku melihat orang yang tidak mampu berbelanja seperti aku...tapi, ada orang yang mampu berbelanja, ada wang dan pendapatan sendiri tetapi dikontrol oleh suami...itu yang membuatkan aku bersyukur menjadi aku dah berkahwin dengan hubby aku..so far, dia x pernah control apa yg aku nak beli dgn duit aku...sometimes, i feel pity or uneasy when some of my colleagues said that they have to ask their hubby's permission before buying something...we have our own money from our hardwork, why the expenses to pamper ourselves should be controlled? unless we depend every single cent from our hubby. then, that is right to ask permission because he's d one who supports us...but, when u receive ur own salary but yet every time u wanna buy something, u have to have 'sweet talks' to ur hubby...this is unfair...they can buy anything they want and that cannot be questioned.... maybe these women are GOOD wives or ISTERI MISALI...thank God that my hubby is not that type of person...he never question me n i dont have to ask his permission because he will say..."that's ur money" n he knows eventhough i'm a shopaholic or spendthrift, i can manage my money...but sometimes, he will feel grateful if i cancel whatever i've planned to buy...n the thing that i appreciate most, he himself will take me to d malls asking me if there's anything i wanna buy...thank you my dear hubby for understanding me...

kasut lagi...

2008-09-11T06:31:00.000-07:00

kasut lagi...crazy anis...these are my latest collections...hot in d market...baru last week appeared kat primavera booklet womens weekly, this week aku dah dapat...hehe....very nice n bling2...boleh wat kasut raya...if my hubby were to see this, definitely he will get a headache....hahaha....if suzie is crazy for bags, i'm crazy for shoes...it's because i'm a bit picky bout bags...but i don't really mind bout shoes...as long as it is nice n comfortable, i'll slip on...but sumtimes aku tgk gak brand of d shoes..hehe...bibik aku pun geleng kepala tgk aku susun kasut2 ni dalam shoe rack td...i'll walk with confident if i wear nice shoes...ooo...but not today..why?

this morning i wore my old pair of shoes which i bhot 3 years ago without realising that something wrong with both heels...when i reached school, i felt weird and i noticed 1 of d shoes almost broken...i went to my car to change d shoes...but what made me lose my confidence? it was because, i wore red blouse with black skirt and black shoes...but d shoes that i used to replace my almost broken one is purple...i felt soooo uncomfortable n weird....but i've got new pair of black shoes...TQ suzie...

shopaholic?

2008-09-03T07:23:00.000-07:00

suzie is crazy? hehee...last time she told me she doesnt trust in online shopping..but what is happening now? hahaa...i also bhot few things thru online...but mostly are my son's apparels...rambang mata tgk all branded clotehs at d very cheap price compared to its boutiques...even if u buy in its outlets u'll find that most of the clothes are made in china. philippines and some other asian countries...last week, i bhot hariz GAP jeans in KLCC...and after that i noticed it is made in philippines...same goes with pumpkin patch which made in china and some of hariz guess n osh kosh shirt are made in chine...even burrberry...d price at its outlets are definitely double or triple the price online...so, i've bhot quite a few pieces for him...but for raya, i bhot from d outlets...hehe...crazy anis? anak kecik lagi dah bg pakai branded2? hehe...sekadar yg mampu...

What so great about being SBP students?

2008-09-03T06:52:00.000-07:00

this entry is to make some people aware that SBP students nowadays are not as great as they think. yeah, SBP studenst used to be great in those days...but now, they are not really great actually...ater being in sbp for 5 years i know the scenario...maybe they are goood in some subjects, but definitely not english...their english is terrible...if the pmr or spm result is announced, it is hard to see sbp on the top 3 list appeared on tv screen during the news as it used to be.

in the beginning, i was nerveous to be posted to one of d sbps...however, after few months of teaching, i realized that not all sbp are d same...premier sbps like mckk, ssp, sas, star, tkc, stf might be different because those who are offered there are the creme of the creme...and the mild ones are offered to sekolah sains...the policies or d regulations of entering sbp now is not really strict...it is because some of the students offred there are based on their parents salary...low income family...they will be offered as d projek khas students where they will get everything for FREE! for form one students who get 5a's in UPSR can apply and will get the offer. but, 5a's in UPSR is not d measurement to perform better in PMR...and 8a's in PMR doesn't mean that they can get 10a1 in SPM...this year, 35 of my form students FAIL their english! i was so upset...

these students have the mindset that form 4 is the honeymoon year! they think they are in the confort zone already...and also there are some teacher will put the stress on science subjects more than english...other than that, students nowadays are ignorant! they dont read a lot. that is why they cant write good essay. try to imagine that science school students didn't know what is manufacturing plant? cant differentiate between AIDS and HIV...dont know how is AIDS transmitted...can explain herbal supplement..do not know what is fatigue...and lots more which i think they should know as general knowledge.

actually i'm upset with this. it is because they are our future generations...they are in d same race with me..MELAYU...memang layu lah...they hardly speak english in class...in their essay, grammatical errors are everywhere...some of them cant write even a simple sentence correctly and lots more...wy this happen? other than being ignorant and dont read a lot, they dont have the spriirt to compete...they juz compete among d same race...while i was in school, they were indians, chinese, siamese and punjabs..we spoke in englsih...but some malay students would say, anis is juz showing off...thats the attitude..but i dont care...that is what happens in science school...if i wanna tell my dissatisfaction bout this matter, this entry will be very long...juz enuff for some of my frens to know that not all sbp students can be proud of...it is juz 1 thing that makes me stay in sbp despite of the hectic schedule...it is the students attitude which is not so bad compared to daily schools students...they are not that rude and not really rebellious...n being a teacher nowadays is very challenging...we need to have lots of knowledge to educate our students...

Farewell Kak Wan...

2008-08-30T06:40:00.000-07:00

This entry is to wish 1 of my colleague farewell...bukan pindah..tp dah retire...macam best jek bunyinya...hehe...kitaorg english panel n ketua jabatan bahasa n sorg guru bahasa antarabangsa wt farewell party for her kat putra palace hotel...hi-tea...

she's nice...eventhough she's 55 tp very open minded n sporting...x macam some young teachers nowadays yang jakun...biasalah...dia study kat UK...family dia pun sume modern2...coincidently, bapak dia kawan bapak aku...hahaa...umur dah 88 masing2...

let's see some photos.....

ini dah lepas makan...aku yang paling kecik, tp paling banyak makan...hehe

yang baju peach sebelah aku tu ketua panitia aku..kak yang...memang gila2..suka terpekik lau panggil aku n suka wat aku panik...aku pun suka wat dia panik gak...yan kat tengah tu kak wan...next to he is my closest collegue in school...ida...yg lebih kurang sebaya, dia je yg paling ngam dgn aku kat sek...last sekali english teacher yg palin baik...kak fariza...semua keje dia sanggup wat

inilah wajah ceria orang yang dah pencen...

beg yang aku gayakan ni adalah pezen untuk kak wan...bli at KLCC..aku le yg bli tuh..hehe....ktaorg share duit sorg rm50...so, dpatlah handbag yg price dia rm500...hehe....

so...HAPPY RETIREMENT TO KAK WAN...will miss u n ur laughters...

Reunion...

2008-08-25T23:35:00.000-07:00

dua budak kecik...hehe..siapa sangka cikgu n lecturer camni..hehee....maintain vogue beb...x kira apa pun profession kita....

still d same with some diffrences..hehe...

a happyloving couple....luks so sweettttt....

Great Vacation part 2

2008-08-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

ni masa ka cherating...kat swimming pool...penakut air si hariz ni..

muka budak takut tengok ombak...kasut xleh kena pasir...pastu sibuk suh orng dukung, xnak kaki dia kotor...cerewet...
bakal pelumba equestrian negara...aminnnn

Great Vacation Ever...

2008-08-25T23:26:00.000-07:00

I had a great vacation last holiday...n i felt tat d holiday was just too short...what dia i do? lets see...

Monday : 18 August 08
At 2pm aku g pejabat lawyer…sign snp umah…after that we went to bukit tinggi, Pahang…overnite kat colmar tropicale..hehe…best…view cantik…but not as cold as 7 years ago….we had a lot of fun at d japanese village…ingat nak rent baju samurai pakaikan untuk hariz, tp hubby aku cakap xyah…takut hariz xnak pakai.. after that, we went to d rabbit park…fuh…pening tgk hariz kerjakan all d rabbits there…hehe…semua di cekaunya…mujur xde rabbit kena cekik…malam tu juz loafing around colmar…had dinner n watch live show…dance show je… bawak hariz g game room…puas la dia….balik bilik dia terus pengsan…

Tuesday :19 August

Before check out, jalan2 lagi kat colmar…macam kat france…more or less…dah la ramai foreingner jubah hitam…on d way balik..stop kat horse trail…hubby aku n hariz naik horse…hariz naik amik gambar je…my hubby la enjoy d ride…hehe….after that we continued our journey to Kuantan…bcoz d next day my hubby ada conference kat Cherating…

Wednesday : 20 August 08
Check in kat Impiana Cherating…perh…cantik gler….dapat seaview room…sementara my hubby g conference aku bwk hariz round2…mandi kat swimming pool sampai kecut..pagi dan petang..petang dgn ayah dial ah…selebihnya aku lepak kat bilik…malam g makan ikan baker…tp x sesedap ikan bakar tanjung lumpur…
Thursday : 21 August 08
B4 check out while waiting for my hubby attending his last slot, aku n hariz berendam lagi…habis muka aku kuar pimples sebab air swimming pool kotor n banyak klorin…uawawawa…around 2 pm…kitaorng balik…had our dinner kat kauntan, then terus ke KL…coz tat nite ada date dgn Julie n Bonde..hehe..memang penat…tp sebab lama gle x jumpa Julie…aku force gak hubby aku…

Perut memang dah lapar…tapi cari tempat dekat sejam baru sampai…ada masalah teknikal..biasalah…lau aku n hubby aku, sure ada masalah teknikal nak cari tempat yang serabut…hariz dah nak terlelap dah..sian dia penat sangat agaknya…hehe…akhirnya sampai jugak ke destinasi….
ooopppss..before tat…julie sampai umah aku bersama2…jeng3…pakwe dia la…yang Arif lagi bijaksana…hehe…hensemmmmm…n very shy….kontra dgn Julie…hehe…but they make a good couple…hope they make it till the end….

After having our dinner and chatting, kitaorng pun berpisah lagi…yelah…dah kul 11pm…hariz pun dah ngantuk…tp boleh lagi jerit2 panggil kakak…(panggil kat mudrikah) kelakar dgr hariz ckp tp mud cam xpaham coz hariz cakap bunyi indon daa…hehe..(bonde cakap kat blog cam berisi ckt...bukan macam...memang berisi pun...hehe)

Friday : 21 August 08
Nothing much in d morning coz my hubby g kerja…aku lepak kat umah dgn adik2 ipar aku…diaorg datang tdo kat umah..nak main dgn hariz…petang g tesco jap bwk diaorg…malam g KLCC…shopping baju raya hariz n toys…tok dia suh bli toys…baju raya dapat 1 pair jek..x sempat n brand yg aku minat xde sale…toys dapat banyak…blikan dia set basketball post yg 5 in 1 n set Thomas n frens…hehe…penuh keta nak bawak balik…ntah sempat ke x nak blikan dia bju raya sepasang dua lagi…

Saturday : 22 August 08
Sebelum balik Perlis, kitaorg ke Bilut coz cousin top bertunang…spent time kat sana sampai tgh hari…then balik Perlis…maka berakhirlah my holiday….

Now tgh fikir hujung tahun ni nak holiday kat mana pulak….any suggestions?

Now...tgk la foto2 holiday...

father & son berposing...

entah kenapa la budak ni terbaring...
nak g france x mampu...hehe..tp tempat ni view cantik
hello rabbit...i'm at d bunnytown

gayat beb...walaupun tower ni tiga tingkat je

macam kat oversea pulak....lepas hujan...tu yang sejuk tu..

am i an individualistic?

2008-08-12T08:14:00.000-07:00

yes! definitely! siang td suzie msg aku saying that i'm very honest to admit that i'm an individualistic person. why should i be a hypocrite? to me it is better to be honest than to hide ur true colors...coz no matter how deep u hide it, one day, people will know it...so, ot is better to be honest...yeah...i'm an individualistic..or in other way, i'm selfish...tapi sekarang selfih aku bertempat lah...x macam dulu...why i'm behavin like this? it is because i believe that i'm precious, so i need to protect myself, my feelings, my pride n my dignity...no one can do that for me, except me..myself...if we r too soft or too fragile, people will easily take advantage on us...even our own relatives...observing what is happening to my family, i have to be individulaistic! i have to be selfish! i have to protect myself! that is among family..what more with other people...we can't simply let other people rule us...ble dah bekerja ni lagilah ramai manusia kita jumpa..a first i thot i will turn down my selfishness...but, after i faced sum annoying people, i dont think i can change myself...people will take advantage...people will manipulate u...buat baik pun org anggap macam2...so, better be urself...

suzie also asked me, do i care if don have frens in my school? i said i have many collegues...but i dont have many frens n i dont mind bout that...sumtime, terlalu nak berkawan pun wat kita pening kepala...nak layan borak, padahal kerja banyak...memang there r sum teachers will always ask me questions like.."makan sorang je ke?"..."mana kawan?" n many more...bla aku rapat dgn si ida tu, ada jugak yg x senang...entahlah...bila ramai kawan pun payah...especially species tudung labuh...suka tegur pasal pakaian...tapi aku wat dek je...lama2 dah x larat nak tegur...lgpun i dont mind not having so many frens coz to me quantity of frens is not important, but quality that i do care...i only have a few frens...but each of them is very valuable to me...i dont have to mention who they r coz i know, they know...n...each of them has their own uniqueness...

kawan, sahabat, teman...apa ertinya?

2008-08-12T07:39:00.000-07:00

if i were to give the definination for each term above, i dont think i can give d exact meaning of it..but in english, there's only one word...that is FRIENDS...in suzie's n nurul's entry, thay mentioned bout frens...a malay proverb said that "kawan ketawa senang dicari, kawan menangis belum tentu.." to me, that is absolutely right...masa senang ramai nak dekat, ble susah ramai nak hentam...tapi ada juga yg bila dah senang lupa kawan...or bila dapat kawan baru lupa kawan lama..but, so far, those things have never happened o me yet...yelah..aku ni xramai kawan..dari sekolah sampai bekerja...boleh dikira kwan2 aku banyak mana...d closest r d frens that i met in UPM...

in d beginning memang susah aku nak make frens..yelah...dah bisa sorang2...masuk matrix kena duduk kat dorm..it took me along time to adapt to all the noises n so many other things...masuk degree pun aku x really make frens accept for my coursemate who sum of them remain my closes frens until today...ble dah bekerja, lagi susah nak berkawan...sume x ngam...setakat rakan sekerja bolehlah..nak share evrything tu xde lah...until 2006 datang sorang english teacher dari seremban..mula2 nampak eksen tp actually dia ok...nape dia ok? first of all dia memang kepala anging n mulut laser cam aku..garang gle...budak2 xbergerak lau dgr dgr nama dia..belum dia mula ngamuk lagi...taste sama...she's a shopaholic...brand concious...very knowledgable...not only in fashion tp dalam banyak benda...cikgu2 lain xrapat sangat dgn dia...sebab mulut dia laser kot..tp kat sekolah memang aku rapat dengan dia..itu pun ada orang kisah gak...dah la accidentally selalu pakai sama..x plan pun...tapi nak wat cmne...tu pun boleh heboh satu sekolah...despite of her mulut laser, she's very kind n caring... xlokek...ada yg cakap kita orng inseparabe twins..budak2 pun cakap madam anis je yg nak kawan dgn madam ida..it's not that...org lain macam x sekufu...lau aku nak share psal fashion or brand, aku nak borak dgn sape? org lain x tau...so, i just ignore what people say...

back to d meaning of frens...to me, true frens r d frens who are willing to share verything...not only the laughters but also d tears...bukan yang nak menghentam kita bila kita sedih atau susah, bukan nak jealous atau dengki bila kita senang atau bahagia...but true frens will also fell sad whe we r sad, n will also b happy when we r happy...most importantly, they will pray for our happiness...

dulu, masa aku berjauhan dgn hubby aku, aku akan kongsi dgn nurul perasaan aku...kenapa nurul? sebab dia dah kawin...jm n suzie blm lagi...setiap kali di akhir nasihatnya, will always be one phrase..."anis, aku doakn top cepat balik cni..." x jemu2 dia type message tu untuk aku...maybe, because of her sincerity, she has her happiness now..macam kata suzie dalam entry, sekali kita buat baik kat org, tuhan akan balas kebaikan tu...walaupun x berjumpa, cukup dgn kirim doa...tuhan mendengar...n now is my turn mengirimkan doa buat kawan2 aku yang akan berkahwin. yang tgh bercinta mahupun yg dah berkeluarga...may happiness will always be yours...especially suzie n jm...kenapa kita harus iri melihat kebahagian orang yang kita anggap kawan rapat kita? aku x sabar nak tgk suzie n jm kahwin...tp jodoh x boleh dipaksa...d only thing that i can do is to pray tat they will meet their soul mate...(dah jumpa dah kan? hehe) who can take care of them...once u r married, u will have another best fren...that is ur hubby...

astagfirullah....hehe

2008-08-12T07:17:00.001-07:00

these r d stuffs tat i bhot in KL during d KL trip...hehe...necklace mark n spencer ni murah je..tp unik n nampak cam gold betul...actually masuk mark n spencer sebab nak survey baju raya untuk hariz, tp xde yg berkenan...baju girls banyak laa...tunggu kot2 coming soon dapat girl..hehe...

ni purse liz clairborne...dapat 40% discount...last 2 weeks masa g penang dah plan nak bli LC punya purse, tp xde yg berkenan..pastu plan nak bli braun buffel...wpun agak mahal, tapi xkenan jugak...habis satu robinsons dgn isetan kat the gardens aku pusing..burberry..ada sale, tp x kenan, longchamp pun xde yg menarik, even CK pun aku x kenan..finally jumpa LC yang murah after discount...my fren, ida dah pening dgn aku...hehe..

haaa...inilah bag guess yg aku tgk dalam booklet parkson yg dapat dg her world...tp yg aku tgk tu color merah...tp..ble dah 40% n tgl yg ni je, aku grab terus...kang nak cri kaler merah ble pulak nak jumpa...brown pun brown lah...lgpun aku bkn nak wat hantaran cam suzie..hehe...
ni plak kasut hariz...aku beli kasut ni sebab aku dapat duit saguhati wat workshop dgn budak f3 aritu..so guru kanan penyelaras f3 bg aku ckt token of appreciatio la...so, aku pun blikan kasut ni untuk hariz..perh..size 8.5...terkejut gak aku tgk kasut dia panjan smcm...ikut sapa tah kaki cam sampan...hehe...
actually ada 2 lagi yang aku bli kat KL tp x sempat nak snap photo...turtle neck shirt MNG sebab less than rm60 and jeans pumpkin patch untuk hariz..itu pun sale..hehe..next wik g KL dah x shopping kot sebab nak g holiday kat bukit tinggi...juz nak bli baju ray hariz sepasang dua..tu pun ayah dia nak belikan..hehe...lgpun end of this year nak bli braun buffel yang merah tu..hehe..lau ada discount la...dok tunggu duit apc x dapat lagi...geram je nak bli necklace aigner sebab ada alphabet A kat pendant dia...tapi cam bazir plak coz it is just costume jewellery n only gold plated...price dalam rm900++..tgklah nanti...geram je nak bli kasut kat KL aritu tp tahun ni dah 5 pasang kasut aku beli...xmuat lemari dah..

2008-08-11T07:40:00.000-07:00

letih selepas 2 hari enjoy sambil belajar...on d way balik, sume pengsan...

nak jadi astronaut kat petrosains
aku jumpa dinosaur...grrrraummmm

after dinner kat umah finalist SIR-amiruddin...

ada a few photos of new things that i bhot during d 2 day trp...tp nanti lah aku upload...dah ngantuk nih...

KL trip 4 SIR

2008-08-11T07:10:00.000-07:00

Jumaat: 8 august 2008

aku bawak students g KL...sebabnya students sek aku dapat masuk final pertandingan spell it right anjuran nst-rhb..so dah dapt rm2k, bawakla supporters g kl...lgpun my school was d only sbp yg dapat masuk..yg lain sume school yg hebat2..so..jumaat bertolak dari sek kul 8.15 pagi...sampai KL lebih kurang kul 5...kita orgb tdo kat wisma belia..malas nak tumpang sbp lain...x best...boring...malam tu g mid valley..tp keja je sebab dah nak tutup...tp sempat a sambar satu beg guess...haha...

sabtu: 9 august 08

kul 7.30 pg dah bertolak ke muzium sebab pertandingan SIR tu wat kat muzium..daptla berkenalan dgn org2 rhb n nst..haritu masa state level kenal 2 reporters..jumpa kat sana memang havoc...hahaha...tp students aku xdapat masuk next round...it was a very tough fight...supporters dah sedih...so, bawak g mid valley sekali lg...aku n my fren, ida g gardens n robinsons...(nanti dalam entry lain aku cite pasal ida...she's unique, tp kdg2 aku pening gak dgn dia...hehe)kat ctu sempat a aku sambar beberapa barang lagi...hehe....pastu kul 4.00 ptg kitaorg balik ke muzium utk prize giving ceremony...aku n iada bwk supporters masuk muzium...malam tu ada dinner kat umah students yg took part dalam competition tu...kebetulan dia tinggal kat KL...so, parents dia wat dinner untuk kitaorng sume...siap pakai caterer lagi...biasalah...org KL...

Ahad: 10 August 08

kul 8 pagi ke KLCC konon nak naik skybridge..tp tiket dah habis n lau nak tgu kul 6 petang baru dapat masuk...so..cancel...try pulak g petrosains...mujur awal..dapat la masuk...2 jam kat petrosains, g Aquaria..tp aku n ida x masuk..cgu yg bawak student SIR tu yang masuk...so, both of us g lagi menyambar barang2...hehe...after that lunch kat burger king...n..leih kurang kul 2 kitaorng bertolak balik...

sedih gak x dapat masuk final round...bukan student aku x dapat spell, tp pronunciation dia x jelas...judge x dengar...melepas rm12k n 2 notebook...tp xpe, next year try again...

my current perfume

2008-08-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

this is my current perfume...narciso rodriguez n guess gold..i love hese two perfume very much..guess tu strong ckt bau dia...mak aku sure bising lau aku pakai yang tu...narciso rodriguez ni aku fall in love dgn sample yan dibagi dalam her world...aku browse kat internet, ada 5 tempat je kat malaysia yg jual pfume ni..kat sogo, kat klcc, kt mvalley n mana tah lagi...so, aku pun mintakla hubby aku cari...harga boleh tahan untuk edt 50ml...tapi hubby aku bayar, rembat jela...hehe..actually, brand ni ada pakaian gak..tapi kat sgpore je yang masuk...nama dia unique..sebab tu aku suka...dan lain dari yang lain...ha nurul, entry aku dah banyak ni, apa lagi ko nak tgk? pelik betul suh aku upload blog dgn my not so hot stuff ni..tapi, dulu pun kita camni kan..tiap kali shopping mesti nak tgk barang kengkawan...dulu boleh a, dok seumah...sekarang ko kt jb, aku ka kgr, jmkat kuching. suzie kat PD...berlainan direction...cni jela boleh tunjuk pun..nak mms xlarat la plak kan...

my handbags...

2008-08-03T07:35:00.000-07:00

entah nape tetibe nurul nak tgk koleksi handbags aku....so, sebagai memenuhi request nurul, aku pun upload la gambar2 ni...tapi x sebanyak suzie yang menghimpun pelbagai jenis dan pattern...ranking handbags aku ni bermula dari vincci hingga ke CD... yang lain2 ada carlo rino, bonia(beg hantaran), liz clairborne and yang paling aku suka fleurville...

fleurville tu yang colorful hijau n pink tu...actually brand ni desing for mom on the move..aku order kat internet...lau buka website fleurville.com memang banyak...tapi lau nak bli kat malaysia, masuk je thelilcaliph.com...why i like tis bag so much? sesuai dgn nama mother's handbag, bag ni muat nak letak botol susu,2 helai diapers n 1 small towel, wallet, mekap..banyak compartment tapi beg x besar and tali dia x menyakitkan bahu bila digalas...aku beli beg ni pun sebab hubby aku x suka aku bawak bagpack ble jalan dgn dia bwk hariz...

scarf yang kat hbag brown tu hadiah dr bapak mertua aku...dia g outstation oversea masa kerja dulu..nak pakai, scarf tu kecik, x guna sayang pulak sebab scarf tu brand FENDI...aku memang x beli la scarf mahal2 camtu..xmampu...tapi dah ada, pakai jela..hehe...alamak...ada lagi satu handbag x masuk gambar...guy laroche...beli masa sale...sowi nuwul...lau ko nak tgk, nanti aku mms jela...tahun ni baru dapat 3...tgh tgu braun buffel wat sale, nak bli yang kte tgk kat kl dulu...tp bukan yang 1k tu, yang merah tu...harap2 suzie pun bli gak baru ada geng pakai braun buffel...nurul, ko pun sambar a satu, i'm sure ko sure mampu sebab ko wat part time skrg ni...julie lagilah kaya...elaun dia banyak...apalagi julie...jom cuti next wik kite gegarkan KLCC ke, pavllion ke..kueh..kueh..kueh....

model kenit...

2008-08-03T07:17:00.000-07:00

hahaaa...si hariz ni lau pakai baju baru n nak amik gambar, memang pandai posing...walaupun pakai baju tdo...haha...tapi baju tdo gap tauuu..hahaha...lepas je dia dgr bunyi klik, dia akan tanya "dah?"...amboi...tapi..model ni perut x tough la...cit cit...hehehe...lau dapat baju baru, terus nak pakai, xsempat cuci dulu...cewi tul...mak aku sampai bising baju hariz banyak..yela...selain dari aku selalu belikan dia baju, tok dia yg kat kuantan pun belikan jugak...dah jarang dpt jumpa, selalu la dapat..belum kaksue n bagi lagi...kaksue n ben lau bagi confirm guess, oshkosh atau esprit...bertuah hariz...tapi...chik sue dia selalu bagi kaler merah daa...lau aku pakaikan hariz kaler pink ok x? hehe..mau kena marah dengan hubby aku...

manusia pelik jangan di layan

2008-08-01T06:34:00.000-07:00

apa pelik tajuk entry aku ni? aku baru baca blog julie...ka mana2 pun ada manusia yang menyakitkan hati...selalu yang penampilan baik dan mcm ustazah...tp sifat mereka memang menjengkelkan...aku pun ada sesuatu yg wat aku bengang...kelmarin, khamis, aku ada kelas...one of my students came late..at first i saw her at the staff room with her favourite ustazah...who sits next to m seat..n used to be close to me...but nowdays i'm avoiding her..for something that i cant explain..that student came 30 minutes late..and when i asked her "why r u late?" she said, "i met ustazah...." , "why?" i asked again.."she asked me to help her to staple the tazkirah booklet"...ko tak hangin ke bila sorg ustazah amik budak masa kelas ko tanpa mintak izin? mungkin dia pk blaja english xleh masuk syurga kot...pastu td i bumped into her at the printing room...n she didnt even look at me...what more to say sorry...that is not the first time...so tome, the bigger the tudung they wear, it is to cover the cracks that they have inside...thebigger the tudung, the more cracks can be hidden...kalau x percaya...observe this kind of people...ada ustazah yang ngelat keje, ada ustazah yang bercerita kekurangan suami...dll....

banyak lagi manusia pelik di sekeliling kita...

to julie...aku doakan ko cepat balik KL coz aku beli umah kat KL....hehehe....

perasaan yang sederhana....

2008-08-01T05:28:00.000-07:00

lau ikut dalam agama, besederhana adalah yang terbaik supaya kita sentiasa beringat dan mensyukuri pemberian Tuhan...bila kita terlalu obses kita akan menurut perasaan...bukan setakat perasaan untuk shopping, tetapi perasaan kasih sayang atau cinta...kenapa...?

i learn this from my very own experience...i used to be deeply in love with someone who finally ruined my love n hurt my feelings...since then, i believe that it is not wrong to love someone or to be in love but there must be a limit...we have have to be rational by looking at both our partner's strengths and weaknesses...but what i could see, most..of the women that i know will give 500% of themselves to the men they love...that is not rational...that is no longer sederhana...some of my frens who r truly, deeply, madly in love, will trust their partners 500%...we say that love is blind...love is an abstract noun...it does not have eyes to see...but, we human are noun that is specially created by God with brain...why god give us brain? it is for us t think...brain is something precious given by god is we know how to use it...but...to those who are obsessed in love do not use brain...they just trust their partners blindly, mereka terlalu memuji dan memuja orang yang dicintai...this is wrong...yang hanya boleh di puja hanya tuhan, yang boleh diagungkan , hanya tuhan! as a human being created by god, we cannot adore other human being who is also created by our creators...why? it is because, we r not PERFECT! human r not perfect! human tend to make a lot of mistakes...so, relate this with the love that u have inside you..when u love someone, don't give 100% of ur love..don't give 100% of ur trust..keep for urself..if no one will love u more than u do..aprreciate urself..don't let urself be hurt by other people...especially ur loved ones..don't give too muc in a relationship...bcoz, less is more...why i'm saying this...? when u r hrt by someone u adore toooooooooooo much, some u think tooooooo prefect, someone there is no weaknesses...one day, when the bad part of him appears, u will be truly, deeply n madly hurt...once u r cheated, the wound won't heal...i write this because i can't stand seeing some foolish ladies being blinded by what so called LOVE. love urself first, appreciate urself first...u r precious...i'm not saying that i dont trust my hubby, or i don't love him...of course i love him..of course i trust him...but the trust that i give him just in moderate 'amount'...we can't predict the future...anybody can hurt us...even the closest person to us...as a human, just pray for they best, but prepare for the worst...

HOWEVER...there r some wives who will tell other people about the negative sides of their hubbies...oh god! u can find someone that u trust to tell ur problems..but if everyday u keep grumbling about ur hubby, i can't ensure what is the reward that god give u as a wife...so...inilah perasaan yang sederhana...di sini aku respect nurul...she stays with toya through thick n thin...she has gone through many challenges...all the tears that she shed, all the laughters that she shared...she's amazing to me...n to my surprise toya who used to look like a 'lepak' boy now is a responsible father...despite of going to be an artist...he is GOOD father...amazing...even someone who always listen to 'sermon' also cannot be like that...who? msg me for further detail...x baik cite keburukan laki orang kat cni...hehehe...to toya, after this u'll become an artist, but i hope u can still be toya that i know...nurul, ko dah restui pilihan dia untuk jadi artist so be patient with all the coming challenges...to suzie...marriage is not the end of a love story, but it is a new chapter of ur life...be strong...to myself...(ada sapa2 nak nasihat aku x?) hehehe...to my hubby...i love u eventhough i rarely say it directly...u r my happiness...

2008-07-22T06:38:00.001-07:00

tengokla dua beranak ni...lambat sangat tunggu makanan sampai agaknya..hehe..ni gambar masa g penang last weekend...terlupa lak yang sekarang tengah sale...tapi xtau nak bli apa sebab x plan nak shopping...xpe...banayak lagi masa boleh shopping...nanti g kl bli baju raya hariz...

mandi susu...

haha...lagi dasat dari anita bahrom yang iklan mandi susu tu...mandi dalam besen...hahaha...dah 2 tahun stgh dah hariz...cepat tul masa berlalu...dalausaha nak tambah..tapi ayah dia suh hold dulu...uwa...dear frens...wish me luck...another one...perhaps girl...

SHOPPING? BRANDED ITEMS?

2008-07-22T05:52:00.000-07:00

When i read nurul's entry, i felt some kind of fu thinking that i just love shopping...can't help...and now i'm a bit brand concious...hehe...why? to me, after a few years studying, getting the job and all the hard ork at d work place with my very own money and the most important thing is that now i can save some money because i still styaing with my mom, free car, dont have to pay for the loan...etc...so, when the times come to pay for other expenses, then i'll start reducing my passion...

let's get back to the meaning of brand n what is it for..yeah...self satisfaction..that the most important...lau kita nak show off pun tp org x kenal brand nak watpe...lgpun why do we have to show off...? now my favourite brand for handbag is Braun Buffel...but my budget will always be RM600 below..not the time yet to purchase a handbag that is more expensive than that...why Braun Buffel? simply because no one in my school use that brand..carlo rino dah ramai sangat...for now, i only hv 2..hope by the end of this year i can buy another 1..next passion is shoes...haha...the most expensive are clarks n guess...

yang lain2 biasa je...and jeans..now i'm wearing d designers' brand jeans...haha..u can get it from me guys...

i thot that i'm a spendthrift..but there's someone who's worse than me..at least i can still be rationalin spending my money so at the end of the month i wont burst out this phrase 'i'm broke!'...my fren..quite close...she a real band concious...she bhot a stroller that cost her rm1k++..., 2 car seats rm600++...feeding bottle avent..etc...so...what to say?

refering to suzie's entry...dont care what people say of what u own n what u wear...that's ur money...sama la kat my school..everytime i wear new shoes, there are people will ask n will stare n...same goes when i wear new silk...tp bila dah selalu pakai yang baru n branded n mahal..orang dah x larat tanya...sometimes i said my hubby bg..eventhough bukan dia yang bagi...one of my chinese colleague said that i'm fashionable and different than others..even d students said that, "to know madam anis is to look at her shoes"..haha...some people bukan x mampu, tapi xmau buka minda membaca n browse through mags n etc...bila orang pakai pelik ckt..mulalah..belu lagi pasal pakaian anak..they ask me whta milk does hasiz drink..i said enfagrow..they will say..mahal..one kid it's ok...four or five kids...? suka hati akulah anak aku..of course i want to gv d best that i could afford...erhhh....kalau nak ikut n dgr all those comments...memang tension..so...just le it be..pleased urself...no one can please u except URSELF...trust me n u'll b happy...

APC

2008-07-17T06:42:00.000-07:00

Ha..inilah gambar pas dapat apc..sebenarnya ada 5 cgu, sorang dah balik n sorang lagi x dapat dtg coz ada course...yang kat tgh tu paling muda antara kami ber5..baru 27...tp anak dah dua..haha..sekarang aku setaraf a dgn nurul..diiktiraf oleh kpm...hehe..the hard work is paid...mula2 terkejut gak sebab aku baru nak masuk 5 tahun kerja..banyak lg yang lebih senior..tp, admin dah agree agaknya that i'm one of the best las year, that's y i got it...what i wanna do with that 1k?...hehe..tungguuu...

ada yang kata dapat nak dapat apc kena rajin bodek...that's not true...n that'snot me...i'm not that type..what i practise are, do what u r supposed to do, ask others if u do not know, always refer to seniors and respect others...but..everything must be a limit...jangan membuta tuli wat keje n ikut je apa yang orang suruh...that's not smart..that is stupid...work smart n u should know where sometimes u should 'twist' a bit...

but now i'm a bit rebellious...y? i'm just sick of being told to do other people's work...doing d same thing for almost every event...macam dh xde orang lain...walau apa pun...aku tetap aku yang berpegang kepada prinsip hidup yang "BUAT BAIK JANGAN SAMPAI ORANG PIJAK KEPALA"...that's me...i'm sorry nurul..i still hold to that coz i'm not the type of person who will keep everything in my heart n cry n make others happy...i'm still the individulaistic anis, the selfish anis, the laser anis...still the same...but..a bit careful in letting my mouth blow...

kat bawah ni band yang perfor masa apc..budak2 sek rupanya..matured gle beb...

my precious...

2008-07-16T07:45:00.000-07:00

inilah dua lelaki yang wat aku happy n sometimes wat aku pening...

my happiness

2008-07-16T07:22:00.000-07:00

Hariz d saloon..

sekarang dah ok bawak potong rambut kat saloon...lau awal2 dulu jenuh nak kena peluk dia, srg dah boleh duduk sendiri n setiap hari nak g potong rambut..terpaksala aku create alasan...mana leh potong rambut hari2...

bercakap pun dah pandai...tapi ada bunyi indon la plak..."hariz nak naik ayunan sama mummy", "hariz nak tonton thomas", "x bisa naik"...aduhai...lau bercakap kalah burung murai...hehe...but that is my happiness...skrg dia tgh nakal..pening aku...but, it is a part of learning process...aku rasa seronok dukung dia, peluk dia, cium dia, shopping untuk dia dll...anak memang satu anugerah...the most precious gift...

13 july...

2008-07-14T07:40:00.000-07:00

i was wondering why 13 july seems to be a very familiar date...my fren kept telling me that it's his hubby bday..what does it got to do with me? and yesterday i was so jiwang..don't know why..after i looked at my note book that i used to write sms from my hubby 6 years ago, i suddenly remembered...yeah...13 july...2002...it was the date when my hubby proposed me as his gf (at that time)..no wonder that date seems so familiar...and yesterday...13 july 2008...6 years had passed...there are so many experinces and challenges in maintaining a relationship...now...i'm looking forward for 6 years to come..and years after that...wish me the best...

Buat aku Tersenyum...

2008-07-13T07:39:00.000-07:00

datanglah sayang,
dan biarkan ku berbaring,
dipelukmu biarpun tuk sejenak,
usaplah dahiku, dan kan kukatakna semua,
bila kulelah tetaplah disisi,
jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri,
bila kumarah biarkan ku bersandar,
jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar..
rasakan resahku
dan buatkan ku tersenyum
dengan senda tawamu
walaupun tuk sekejap
kerna hanya engkaulah
yang sanggup redakan aku
kerna engkaulah satu-satunya untukku
dan pastikan kta selalu bersama
kerna dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku
dalam susah atauun senang
dapatkah engkau selal menjagaku..
dan mampukah engkau mempertahankanku...

ingat x lagi lagu sheila 0n 7 ni? lagu masa kat u dulu...i havent heard tis son for ages, suddenly last 3 days while i was driving with hariz next to me, i heard tis song from hotfm..it reminded me of my sweet days...more or less 6 years ago....the moment i started to know my hubby...at that time, i never thot that our relationship would end with a marriage..but...it comes true...dah ada nak dah pun..my sweet little hariz (sometimes my naughty little hariz)...and know...i juz hope that, our marriage will last forever...dan sentiasa buat aku tersenyum..

men...

2008-06-30T21:03:00.000-07:00

men...a simple word...but very mysterious...when they become husbands, they tend to be more mysterious....why? coz there are men who want the wife to look like "perempuan melayu terakhir" or muslimah sejati...(refering to malay muslim men)...tehy tend to ask the wife to dress as they like...cover everything...but do they know that, at their back the wives dont really like...because at young age they want to dress up...but the husbands' pride dont allow em' ...and as a wife we should not say bad things about their hubby at the back, tapi lau hati x rela sure akan terlepasa keluhan2 mengenai suami masing2...terjagakah maruah mereka kalau isteri menceritakan perihal suami dengan nada yang x gembira? apaka tujuan suami suruh isteri tutup aurat tercapai sedangkan mulut terbuka?

i'm not against this...memang tanggunjawab suami...tapi adakah isteri menghormati? even a women which is called ustazah pun would say something not nice about their hubby...i'm not gonna say that i'm a good wife...and my husband in not a real good man..but to me he is understanding and sporting...he wants me to look good and gorgeous every time i'm with him...he even suggests me what to dress and everything...and he said tat i'm still young...and i understand what he means..daripada dia menjeling tengok perempuan lain dress up nicely in front of me, i think it is better for me to dress up in front of him...am i rite? we are young couples...so far, i appreciate him so much...

2008-06-16T06:59:00.000-07:00

inilah skin care terbaru aku...hehehe...i splurged mymone on this..really hope that my pores can be reduced and my skin will be smoother...so far aku puas hati dgn treatment essence or miracle water... memang terasa kulit lembut n licin..how much i spent on this set? xpayah lah cte...lau berminat contact me... hehe...tercapai gak hajat nak pakai skII...ori tau...bukan yang padang besar punya...

lagi gambar...

2008-06-16T06:44:00.000-07:00

inilah teruna ku...masa kat KL aritu semua nak macam ayah..nak pakai kain macam ayah...nak solat sama ayah...mandi sama ayah,,,anak ayah betul...

inilah anak sedara hubby aku...cute x? nama dia sharifah aleya safiya...ni gmbr masa majlis cukur jambul...dress ni aku n hubby hadiahkan...cte sangat dress ni, tp xkan nak bagi hariz pakai...lgpun kat lovely lace x jual baju budak laki...

ni masa jumpa bonde kat kenduri rosman...masing2 pangku anak..hehe...hot mamas...

a week after school holiday...

2008-06-16T06:01:00.000-07:00

hahaha...aku jumpa putra kat hksbp...

aku jumpa ina g kat hksbp kat sm sultan abd halim

ina g n jijah

gambar ni masa nurul datang umah aku a week before holiday..bukti nurul dah datang bermalam di umah aku...pas2 wat keje gila...kul 1 pagi g kedai mamak beli megi goreng n roti bom..haha...pas2 nampak anjing, dua2 keras kejong...mujur la kat gate umah aku ada guard...lau x...xtaula...hubby aku siap bagun tdo join kitaorang 'sahur'..

a happening weekend....

2008-05-19T19:39:00.000-07:00

hello dude...i had a great weekend in kl with my hubby and frens...tp sian hariz kena tgl...but it's ok coz tis weekend i'm taking him 2 kl 4 2 weeks...first of all..on satrdy...i went out with my hubby..window shpg and tgk movie..hariz xde, blhla tgk movie...keluar dari pagi sampai malam...hehe...macam masa mula2 bercinta dulu...

yang paling happening, i got the chance to go shopping with my frens...suzie ler nak shpg brag hantaran...tapi aku dgn nurul lak yang lebih2...tapi xler sedahsyat suzie yang beli kasut n handbag 9 west n kasut n handbag guess...tapi sian dia...clutch yang dia beli kat nose hilang....:( aku n nurul sambar gak kasut, hadbag, bluose n baju untuk anak2...mujur hubby aku x tgk short yang aku beli untuk hariz...lau x sure aku kena bebel sejam...hahaha

pas sehari shopping, aku ikut nurul g tgk toya punya gig kat annexxe..perhh...mula2 sampai group skinhead tgh perform...takut gle aku..mujur hubby aku ada...lau x, sure aku cabut..tp in d middle of their performance, i started to enjoy..best ak music diaorang...ska punk...and they way danced...hubby aku pun leh tahan dance..haha...tapi..aku xbanyak gambar a nk download...ooo kawan2...download a gambar cepat ckt...

kelmarin before balik, aku n hubby naik eye on malaysia...best...tapi gayat beb...can't wait to go to kl with hariz and hope to c nurul n ameer again...

oopppsss...talking about ameer, he likes my hubby very much..haha..."ameer nak jalan dgn uncle", "ameer xnk balik, nak tinggal dgn uncle", hahaha...so cute...

HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAY...

2008-05-14T18:56:00.001-07:00

mama, mummy, ibu, umi, mak, mother, bonda....we cal can our mum whatever we were taught to call and our child can call us whatever we taught them o call us...but..the definition and he function of it would never change...having a mother is great, being a mother is greater...

to me...having Hariz is the most precious thing i ever have...it it more precious than having a selberan diamond ring...he is my diamond...on last mother's day...i got a very wonderful gift from him...i was lying in front of the tv with him...there was a scene when ason hug his mom in the drama...and out of sudden, hariz pulled my hands and asked me to sit.."mummy banyun..."(mummy bangun) he said that for a few times..."mummy banyun"..."hayis nak peyuk mummy"....i woke up n sat...he hugged me very tightly....ohh....tat was a wonderful gift on mother's day...he seemed to understand....so..to all my frens who r mothers...HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY...enjoy ur child while we can....

what to say...?

2008-05-06T18:40:00.000-07:00

aku hanya dapat view 2 blog je...sebab bonde n julie x update blog dah lama...suzie sibuk dengan nak kawin...nurul asyik stress je...aku...ntah..so far aku okey jek...next wik aku akan ke KL nak tgk toya punye gig...hehe..aku g dgn hubby aku...mujur dapt hubby yang sporting..hehe...suzie...turun a Kl gak...blh g jalan..

great bargain

2008-05-05T07:04:00.000-07:00

atas ni salvatore ferragamo..

LV ni memang cantik...tapi aritu xde size aku...

family vacation...

2008-05-05T06:33:00.000-07:00

cuti labour day aritu aku n hubby n hariz g langkawi..1 malam je sebab hubby aku nak balik kl ahad pagi...xpuas beb nak jalan2...nape pilih langkawi? cuti2 malaysia...hehe,,,kitorang tdo kat mutiara burau bay...caaaaaannnnntikkkkkkkkk sangat scenaray dia..tgk la gamba kat bawah ni nanti...

ni masa menikmati welcome drink...tapi masa ni dah nak check out..

tgk la si hariz ni...takut dengan ombak...apa daa...

ni kat atas feri..masa ni dah nak balik...

cantik kan....nanti nak datang lagi..tapi berdua je kot..hehee...

reading for knowledge...

2008-04-24T19:37:00.000-07:00

it's not too early to teach ur child to read...eventhough he juz know how to flip and mention ridiculous things...inilah lah early invesment aku untuk hariz...yang i wonder why to belum lagi habis instalment...yang disney tu ada 4 buah n i've introduced some words from tat book to him...dia suka..colourful pictures...pastu ada gamba tigger yang dia amat suka...hehe...

more hot stuffs...

2008-04-24T19:15:00.000-07:00

these r my latest make up collection..hehe...body shop pun ok gak rupanya ek...heehee...

another hot stuff.... my fav kebaya and accessories....

bracelets from sabah...after tis dah xleh wat collection dari sabah dah...

hehehe...bukan nak show off..tapi jeles ah tgk member2 aku menayang...haha..

hot stuffs...

2008-04-24T07:49:00.000-07:00

one of my obsession is collecting shoes...tapi x sebanyak kasut nurul...baru ada 20 pasang lebih je...brand pun yang mampu milik je..xdela canggih2 nar...antaranya..guess, la primavera, blay, sembonia,,ni dalam almari 1, almari 2 x dapat nak upload...hehe..dia x bagi nunjuk la tuh

kat atas tu yang latest...baru kuar dalam women's weekly january..hehe

march..

2008-04-24T07:34:00.000-07:00

hmm...mid march was school holiday, election, my 3rd anniversayr and ptk..siut tul exam ptk was on my anniversary..xdapat celebrate..hampeh...tapi aku sempat gak balik kuantan, kl...hariz jumpe awek kat kl...hehe..anak bndela..mudrikah...bezanya kulit dengan ank aku..haha

february.happy birthday to hariz

2008-04-24T07:23:00.000-07:00

brownie je...
happy birthday to you.happy birthday to you...happy birthday to hariz....

hehe...hariz dah 2 tahun...kali dapat celebrate bday dengan mummy n ayah...bestnyeh...

nothing much in februari... 2 kali ke kl sebab aku ada meeting kat PD...daptla jumpe suzie...hehe...week after aku ke PD, suzie lak datang kangar...s, 2 kali lah jumpe dia dalam sebulan..tapi xde gambar :(

january....

2008-04-24T06:40:00.000-07:00

hmm...what happened in january? january was the happiest start of the new chapter in my life...first of all..on 4th of jan,my hubby got a letter...letter of his transfer...he's transfered to kl...hooorey...permulaan yang cuku baik bagi tahun baru kerana tahun 2007 banyak dugaan...apa dugaan 2007? my father was diagnosed of having prostate cancer..very severe stage...thank god now the cancer cells are reducing tapi...dia dah x macam dulu...dah kurus...dah x ingat...dll...but so far so god..so..lets get backto the happy story...dpt letter on the 4th, lapor diri kat tempat baru on the 14th...hehe..so, that weekend aku pun g la kl untuk sama2 cari umah sewa...dah rezeki gaknay, sehari je mencari dah dapat umah...pastu, terus g shopping brg2 umah..maklumlah...masa hubby aku kat sabah dulu dapat umah fully furnish...hehe...here r some furnitures...

lupa password....

2008-04-23T07:50:00.000-07:00

helloww frens.....

i know it has been ages since last updated my blog...yak problemnye...antaranya bz n bz n bz...and luper password..hehehe....ini pun almost 1 hour try n error of my password...macam2 kuar...actually there soooooooooooo many things to share...but, for this session, i juz want to try coz i want to refresh my memory pf my password...

sebenarnya ake jeles tgk nurul n suzie tayang koleksi kasut, make up and mags diaorang...nantilah aku tayang gak...hehe...

kali ni aku nak share my school's glorious victory of winning the spell it right challenge...memang hebat gle budak tu...new student datang dari..dari VI lak tu..apa ke halnye la datang sek aku yang ntah apa-apa ni...but..thanks to him for coming to my school...at least there's someone yang boleh mengharumkan nama sekolah dalam academic competition...

k lah...b4 i end...ni gamba terbaru hero ku.....

aksi hariz di umah...

2007-09-13T19:06:00.000-07:00

Mummy...hariz ngendong berahim nih...hehe....aduhai..tgkla si hariz ni...bkn bibik kendong dia....heheeSape lagi hensem? Tentulah hariz kan...hehe...ni gamba baru pas potong rambut...

adoiiii..letih tul bawak si hariz g zoo...ayah dia la nak bawak sangat...bknnya dia tau tgk binatang punn....gamba ni kira kes paksa...dia sibuk nak kutip daun2 kering...

kita beli kain, dia pun sibuk nak ukur kain...abis satu gulatis dia pusing...
mujur xhilang celah2 kain...

jauhnya berjalan..xsampai2 lagi...sesekali ayah balik, sure dia bawak hariz g jalan jauh2...sepuluh kali tdo pun belum tentu sampai...hehe...

segarnya lepas mandi...

apa ni bungkus2 kepala...cam pompuan lah...

mummy....cmne nak jaln nih...macam2 mummy wat kat hariz...

baik x hariz tolong tok siram pokok petang2?

alamak....air dah habis......

haa...inilah aksi2 hero ku...baru sorang...tapi gelagat dia macam2...

lagi gamba dengan suzie...

2007-09-13T18:58:00.000-07:00

Ni gamba masa kat sek aku...saje je bawak suzie g sek, sebab dia nak tgk sek aku..ni la meja aku kat staff room...byk gle buku..hehe..yang banyak file tu meja jiran sebelah..aku duduk sebelah ustazah....hehe...Ni la ABC yang kitaorang makan...x best pun...manis gle...

Posing semasa makan....nyam..nyam....

MARHABAN YA RAMADAN.....

2007-09-13T18:37:00.001-07:00

Selamat berpuasa kawan2.....dah lama x update blog...comp kat sek selalu problem...td pun dah type separuh muka tapi tetibe je hilang...dah kena retype....hmmm

tgk blog nurul, dia cite pasal school holiday...aku pun nak cite pasal school holiday gak...b4 holiday, aku pulun marking paper exam 5 kelas dalam masa 2 minggu..sebabnya, suzie nak datang+ hubby aku balik...so, nak g jejalan....x banyak sgt tempat aku bwk suzie g. g pdg besar je..nak bawak g makan laksa kat kuala, dia xleh makan laksa sbb alergics...nak g makan cendol, tempat tu plak tutup...tp xpe...dia kata nnti nak datang lagi nak shopping...shopping apa? tanyala dia...RAHSIAAA....hehehetengokla, suzie punye syok shopping sampai terpejam mata..hehe...

STATE DRAMA COMPETITION-SEK AKU KENA SABOTAJ

2007-07-11T06:08:00.000-07:00

dah seminggu berlalu...tapi ble diingat balik..memang geram...memang bengang gle sek aku kena sabotaj waktu kan start drama...ada ke patut sek yang jd host ckp spotlight xleh guna, switch rosak, mic x bunyi, dll...tapi, ble time sek diaorang perform, elok je guna sume...memang saje je nak kenakan...almaklumlah, sekolah harian biasa camtu mmg gentar lau nak compete dgn sbp...so, saje je la ada2kan hal..lagipu competition yang state level mmg susah sbp nak menang...ina g,ko tentu paham kan...bukan nak merendah2 sek biasa, tapi itulah hakikatnya...finally, sek yg jd host dapat champion, kitaorang dpt 1st runner up+dapat best performer...haa..itulah yang menunjukkan kehebatan sbp xdapat dinafikan walaupun didajalkan sebegitu....betul x ina g? nape aku tanya ina g, sebab dia je kwan baik aku yg ngaja kt sbp, yg lain2 lost contact...so, byk event &happenings leh discuss dgn dia....malas nak ngutuk panjang2...lihat je gamba2 ni

jejak kasih......

2007-07-08T06:42:00.000-07:00

susah gle tau nak suh budak2 ni dok senyap camni... astaga...macam2 pesen buda2 ni posing...
cheeseeee...sume tunjuk gigi.....

gamba selekeh...hehehe...

tanggal 1 july 2007....aku jumpe julie setelah 4 tahun x jumpe...julie datang uamh aku bersama nurul+ameer..diaorang naik bas dari jb ke kangar...mau kematu bontot...tapi, demi kawan, diaorang datang...sampai je kt umah aku pagi tu, diaorang dijamu nasik lemak...pas makan, rehat kejap, aku terus bwk diaorang g padang besar...shpg sakan beb....petang tu, aku bawak g kuale perlis, makan laksa...yang makn 3 orang, tapi order cam 10 orang makan...julie je makan 2 mangkuk laksa...lau nak tgk juadah2 yang dia makan, tgk a blog dia...esoknya b4 balik, g makan laksa lagi...masa yang terluang kat umah, kitaorang tgk gamba lama2..pas2 makan lagi...mak aku steam pulut, wat serawa duyan, wat roti jala....aku sempat wat caramel..pas2 aku paksa nurul makan sampai habis...hahahaha....byk la kolesterol diaorang....hmm...macam x puas je jumpe diaorang..tapi at least terubat rindu kat julie yang dah 4 tahun aku x jumpe..thanks a lot julie coz ko sgp datang jumpe aku jejauh nih....i really appreciate that...

lama x update...

2007-07-08T06:01:00.000-07:00

hello kengkawan...lamanya aku x update blog...since january....bz beb...ble aku nak update blog, tetibe lak dia kata aku frgot password...berminggu gak aku try....skrg dah leh masuk...banyak beb benda nak cite...tapi x ingat la....jom kita flashback month by month...

february....
aku banyak g courses+bawak budak...balik course, sempat shpg kat penang...sian hariz kena tinggal 4 hari...

march..,
cuti sekolah hubby aku balik, aku+hubby+hariz balik umah mentua kat perak...kali ni x sempat shpg...

april..

aku bz gle dengan hari anugerah cemerlang sekolah+drama sbp zon utara...sek aku jadi host..tonggang tebalik punya bz..dengan nak train budak lagi, prepare props, costumes...dll...lastly dapat 2nd runner up+best actress..terkezut beruks aku sebab 3/4 hari b4 competition, aku ngamuk dgn bebudak drama aku...heheh... end of the month, hubby aku balik...dia ada course kat astar..waahhh..raya cina aku sebab hubby balik umah...daptla aku dgn hubby aku bersama 2 minggu...

may...

sibuk dgn exam...pas exam marking cam nak gle sebab aku kena bawak bdk g kota tinggi awal2 cuti..16 jam tu dalam bas...macam nak pecah bontot...tapi part yang paling best bel aku dapat...dapat apa? dapat jumpe nurul...hampir stgh tahun aku plan nak jumpe nurul, tercapai juga akhirnya...yang paling mahsyuk, g spg cam nak gle...tgk la gamba ni...

ni kat butik esprit..nyesal betulla aku x beli satu handbag tu..ish...penuh a seat keta nurul dengan barang kitaorang...hehe....tapi dapat satu malam je kat umah nurul...sok aku dah balik..

ni gamba b4 aku balik...memang best gle dapat jumpe nurul kat jb+dapat shpg cam dulu2...tap..ada orang cam x excited jumpe kawan lama...nape ek...?

2007-01-10T20:00:00.000-08:00

gamba ni masa kat Poring Hotspring....ramai sgt orang, so x dapatla nak celupkan kaki hariz ke dalam air suam tu...mummy kata geli ah...

welcome on board.....hariz ok je dalam flight, abis sume orang ditegurnya....dapat je megazine, senyap je main, time balik, dia tdo...pastu suka tg luar...mummy dia yang gayat...

sedapnya makan buah...hariz nak coffee, tapi mummy xbagi...

ish..ish...banyaknya duit ayah...nak beli keta mainan, nak beli bola, nak beli apa lagi ek....

back to work

2007-01-10T19:40:00.000-08:00

It was a long holiday...but i still want it to be longer....so that i can enjoy being d housewife and getting the salary together with half month bonus...hehehe.....i spent 5 weeks in sabah...best bah...time g jalan la best, time hubby ak g keje, boring....tapi...it's better for me to work than staying at house...dahla tinggal kat tempat terceruk camtu, xkeje, xjumpa orang, nak cari barang susah...paper xdapat...untuk jangka masa pendek seronok lah...tapi kalau nak menetap kat sana..i don't think i can....pray 2 God so that my hubby boleh cepat2 balik semenanjung...

nothing much to say...just want 2 share d happiness...

2006-11-16T18:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY HOLIDAY TO ALL MY FRENS WHO ARE TEACHERS.........

2006-11-16T18:10:00.000-08:00

this photo was taken masa balik raya aritu...dah bertiga dah...sekarang ni si hariz dapat perangai baru...dia nak tdo dalam stroller...apa punya pesen daa...tapi senang gak mummy dia nanti ble bawak dia jalan...xle susah hati time dia nak tdo...tolak je blh tdo...hehe...hariz xpandai shopping lagi...xtau la nanti nak kena timpa kuah jugak ke tak..heheheh

ish...xsabar ni nak g ld next week...i'm goin to stay with my hubby for 5 weeks there...jadi full time housewife lah...best nyeah...at least, i don't have to come to school and i don't even have to look at d school roof for one month...hahaha.....

yea...yea...dah nak cuti....

2006-11-16T17:53:00.000-08:00

hmm...today is d last school day...but it doesn't mean that all the work are all finish...the first week of d holiday still kena datang sekolah utk bdk2 spm + wat palnning next year...maklumlah...nanti 5 minggu xde kat perlis...mmm...mudrikah nak naik flight yek? nanti ajak ibu+abah g umah auntie kat sabah ek....bolehla naik flight...hehehe...next week first time bawak hariz naik flight...i'm alone with him...jadi superwomen lah...2 flight...1 dari alor setar ke kl..pastu dari kl ke kk....on d next day dari kk ke tawau...risau gak nih bawak hariz...dia ni terlebih ramah lau tgk pompuan lawa2...especially yang putih2...nanti kat dalam flight, sume stewardess ditegurnya...malu eden...hehe...

tgklah...senyuman hariz yang gatal....hehe...

wajah2 ceria

2006-11-09T15:48:00.000-08:00

this is me and my ayah....ayah cuti 2 minggu, so, hariz bulu ayah habis-habisan...
penatnya jalan jauh dalam keta...11 jam...tapi maintain ceria....
hak...hak...hak....
orang lain sume makan cookies, hariz makan handphone....nyam...nyam....
this is me and my mummy....ayah kata mummy cam budak sekolah bawak adik...ada ke patut...hehe...hariz anak mummy la....

happy raya....

2006-11-09T15:36:00.000-08:00

Hmm...tahun raya bergambar bertiga....muat dah hariz pakai baju melayu...excited betul dia balik kampung...maklumlah...sume orang melayan dia...cucu lelaki sulunglah katakan...tok sedara, makcik2, cousin hubby sume bagi perhatian kat dia...kira relakslah mummy dia....dapat angpow je terus masuk mulut...jenuh korek balik kertas yang dalam mulut...hehehe....

sorryla...lambat masukkan foto raya hariz dalam blog....xsempatla...too many work to be done...dah nak cuti pun banyakl lagi keje nak kene wat...

tahun ni kali kedua aku beraya kat kampung hubby...i don't mind...seronok balik kg dia..meriah...but this year aku kena kontrol makan...xleh la menyumbat cam tahun lepas walaupun juadah sedap2....

err....xtau nak tulis apa dah...otak dah tepu dengan work load...tgk foto jela yek....

2006-10-18T16:42:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to My Hubby

I'm not sure you want me
to give you a poem like this
for your birthday --
a poem which says I need
to bury myself in the center of your heart
and swim there like a mermaid.

I pretend to do ordinary things like
birthday cards
but all the cells in my body are
in revolt because
you're not here with me
even when I open the dishwasher
or the blind
my body is aching because I'm not bending for you
and my skin shouts angrily to the angels
because your hands are not touching me

I am completely crazy
crazy for you
and because it's your birthday
I try to fold my love
in half to go in an envelope
like an ordinary 'love from'
but I may as well fold the sky
which for me
is held aloft
only by your kisses.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR HUBBY....

2006-10-17T23:08:00.000-07:00

Today's message is specially dedicated to my dearest hubby on his 26th birthday....

My Gift To You

I have this gift for you today

It’s not very big at all

But it’s given with love and filled with kisses

From the biggest right down to the small

Each kiss is soft and tender

Each kiss for you my love

Each kiss to bring you smiles and joy

As each day we walk in love

Each one is for precious moments

Each joy that we can share

And when you’re feeling all alone

You will know I’ll always care

There is no mountain you can’t climb

No challenge that will cause defeat

I’m so glad we got to know each other

And will one day finally get to meet

So to you my dear one…this is given in love

From the bottom of my heart

And I hope we continue this journey of ours

For my love will never depart!

seperti nafas yang kehela, kau selalu ada.....

i love you with every beat of my heart......

HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY....

God gives u another year so that i can share my love with u.....

aidilfitri datang lagi....

2006-10-11T18:15:00.000-07:00

diam x diam dah 19 hari kita berpuasa...maknanya raya xsampai lagi dua minggu...dalam sibuk2 bekerja, x terasa masa yang berlalu...tapi sibuk2 pun, sempat gak buat 2 jenis kuih....this weekend nak buat lagi dua jenis and next weekend satu jenis lagi....kuih yang paling malas aku nak buat tu lah yang paling ramai orang kat umah suka makan....pineapple tart...leceh tu nak wat..tapi demi insan2 tsayang (mak,kaksue,hubby) akan ku gagahi jua...arkh...yarkh...hehehe...

tahun ni aku beraya kat umah in laws kat kuantan...pas2 balik kampung kat maran & bentong...lepas kawin, tiba2 je aku ada 3 kampung...hehe..best tuh...apalagi tahun ni beraya dengan sikecil...baju raya sume dah siap, baju raya hariz lah yang aku beli awal2...siap beli baju melayu lagi...mujur ada saiz yang kecil...xsabar nak tgk dia pakai baju comel2 tuh...nanti blhlah penuhkan blog ni dgn gamba2 raya hariz...tahun theme kaler green...hariz dgn ayah dia lighter green...yang lain2 tu ada kaler purple, merah n biru...banyak baju sbb banyak kampung nak pegi...hariz xtau apa2 lagi pasal raya..mummy dengan ayah dia je yang excited lebih...hehehe...

so, sempena hari raya yang bakal menjelma, aku inigin memohon bebanyak maaf dari kawan2 sume...tahun ni malas nak hantar kad raya, email+mms je blh kan...? asalkan korang sume x luput dari ingatan....SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI...MAAF ZAHIR BATIN BUAT SEMUA BEST FRENS KU....nurul, bonde,julie, suzie, ina g.....miss u all

al kisah best frens and sepasang kasut....

2006-10-07T07:27:00.000-07:00

(apakah erti sepasang kasut? apakah gunanya sepasang kasut? adakah kerana sepasang kasut membolehkan kita mendapat best fren? atau sepasang kasut itu untuk dipaki oleh sepasang kaki dan memberikan kita keyakinan semasa berjalan? atau...adakah sepasang kasut yang bertumit tinggi itu membuatkan seorang guru itu tidak terlalu pendek di kalangan pelajarnya yang sedang membesar? to me.... a pair of shoes is to boost myself confidence while walking...and a pair of high heel shoes will make me more confident standing in the classroom among my students...why...? i think most of my frens...or best frens know why i need high heel shoes....sometimes i feel like i want to wear the most weirdest (i know there's no such word) shoes to work because....i change shoes almost everyday to work...and most of my shoes are with 3 inches heels...and there are people whom i call jakun who will look at my feet as if i have 20 toes on each foot...and like nurul said...those who are jakun are the young teachers...not the old ones...but none of them are english teachers because most of the english teachers in my school graduated from overseas and the local ones are understanding and modern....biasala kan...english teachers...even my new pk is also and english teacher...she was transfered from sas...most of the times she wears high heel+shawl to school and she is 50 years old...great huh!!! and surprisingly...since i started working, i have a special fashion consultant which is my own MOM! most of my best frens know that my mom is already 64 years old....but she keep asking me to buy high heel shoes...even my 64 years old mom is not as jakun as the young people who always stare at me...she keeps telling me..." used to wear this"..."i used to wear that..." how modern she is? hmmm...i think that enuff to talk about uncivilezed people around us....

best frens....nak kena declare ke? macam george bush nak declare perang je...macam thailand nak declare pertukaran kuasa je...hehehe....well...sepasang kasut xleh memberi seorang best fren...apalagi 3/4/5 best frens....keakraban itu dtg dgn sendiri bila kita memahami, mengambil berat, berkongsi susah dan senang bersama rakan kita...xperlu nak declare...pas declare tu nak watpe? nak announce dalam paper ke? "SEPASANG SAHABAT DIISYTIHAR RAKAN KARIB" (headline KOSMO) hahahaha...pelik tul bunyi nya.....dalam hidup aku, aku ada beberapa orang kawan yang setakat hari ini x pernah lupakan aku...walaupun berjauhan dan berada di seluruh negara, namun, sume mereka x pernah putus hubungan dengan aku..malah ada yang sanggup bekorban tenaga wang ringgit semata2 kerana aku....dari jauh dan dalam keadaan sarat datang ke majlis pertunangan aku (thanks nurul) dari jauh jugak dan juga tengah sarat datang ke majlis kawin aku..(thanks bonde) x dapat datangg, dari jauh aku terima kiriman hadiah...(bagi yang x dapat datang aku tau...jarak dan masa yang jd penghalang...bukan kerana korang x ingat..tapi tetap aku terima ucapan..thanks julie+ina g....) kalau nak sebut..terlalu banyak pengorbanan dan kegembiraan yang telah kita kongsikan bersama....inilah yang di namakan best frens...x perlu declare..it comes naturally....x perlu sentiasa bersama, x perlu di depan mata...dengan kecanggihan zaman sekarang, seorang kawan x perlu kawan nya ada di depan mata untuk berkongsi kegembiraan dan kesedihan.....to all my frens...i miss u all so much...and i love u...hope our strong friendship remains forever and ever......

gambar basi lagi....

2006-10-01T18:52:00.000-07:00

tadi nak masuk kelas, tapi budak ada post mortem, jadi xdela kelas pagi ni dgn bdk f1...so, bagi memenuhi hasrat julie, nilah gamba sanding aku kat kuantan...mmm...pasni aku nak tgk gamba ko lak ek...moga2 cepat naik pelamin and cepat jadi mummy...miss u.....

Terkenang masa lalu....

2006-10-01T16:28:00.000-07:00

i've just arrived my school...i was listening to mix.fm while driving this morning...there was an advertisement on "makan-makan ramadan".....i remembered all the happy moments i had with all my frens during fasting month....especially frens umah kodak.....datang je time berbuka, sume tamak...macam-macam nak makan...sanggup jalan g pasar ramadan semata-mata nak beli popia pedas...hehe....paling best time berbuka kat luar...kul 6 dah line up nak beli makanan...selalunya kite berbuka kat food court mines la...hehehe...paling kelakar teh last puasa together...g makan kfc...pas makan nak bergambar...kita kan suka bergambar....elok je flash camera menyala, BOOMMM!!! sume terkejut...akula paling kuat jerit....hehehe....rupa-rupanya, ada orang main mercun... tapi kita tetap maintain posing...hehe...tiap kali tgk gamba tu sure tergelak sorang2....that was our last bukak puasa kat luar...

hmmm...bila lagi dapat buka puasa sama-camtu? but if we have that chance, it will be in different situation...yeah...most of us are mothers now...hope that one day we'll have the chance...tapi meja kena besar lah...xpun kena prepare meja untuk budak2...or...we ask the fathers to take care of them while we're gossipping...haha...chow...need to prepare for class..

2006-09-27T18:20:00.000-07:00

gamba ni dah basi...tapi nak gak letak untuk tatapan kawan2 yang belum tgk....satu je dah la yek...
to julie...i've read ur blog..and i miss u too...miss u very much...ni gambar terbaru aku+hubby....aku doakan ko dapat cepat balik semenanjung+hubby aku pun leh balik semenanjung...x pun, xmas nanti ko dtg sabah...leh jumpa kat sana....mmm...julie..thanks a lot pinjamkan aku sweater hitam yang ada jalur kat lengan tu yek...it was on 13 july 2002...dah 4 tahun...hari yang hubby aku approached aku..and now...there are 3 of us... dalam ni ko tgk la gambar hariz...nanti la ayah dia balik...banyak lagi gamba aku akan masukkan...

2006-09-27T18:07:00.000-07:00

hi....just wanna say thank to auntie nurul....thanks for the presnt...nanti hariz pakai, hariz amik gamba publish kat blog mummy ni ye....msa ni hariz kecik lagi...bru 4 bln lebih...sekrang hariz dah 8 bulan...dah byk rambut+dah ada 2 gigi...dah makin nakal...dah pandai bunyi mekkk....hehe

don't say silly things....

2006-09-27T17:38:00.000-07:00

i've just read nurul's blog....apela cakap pelik2 bulan puasa ni...xsalah mengingati mati..tapi jgn la pk yang bukan2 dalam bulan baik ni.....thanks fro the present that u've sent to hariz...boleh la dia bergaya raya nanti...botol susu+teether dia dah guna dah....maklumlah, baru tumbuh gigi...tunggu gigi dia panjang ckt, bru leh amik gamba ltk kt cni...tgu ayah dia balik raya nanti sebab ayah dia je yang pakai digital camera...mummy dia x canggih..pakai camera kodak je... kodak...kodak....

kodak.....a very meningful word...a very memorable word....umah kodak...a very meningful place to be remembered...especially in this ramadhan....msa kat umah kodak dulu dapat sahur ramai-ramai...tapi aku xleh makan sardin..alergic...abih nanti kaki tangan gatal2...skrg dah ok ckt..tp still alah dgn sardin...diana masak...aku tukang kunci jam and kejut dia...pas dia bangun, aku sambung tdo...dah siap masak baru bangun balik...hehehe..

dah 2 tahun berpuasa sebgaia isteri..tapi baru berapa kali je dapat prepare sahur for my hubby...hopefully by next year i can prepare sahur for him everyday....rasanya x susah nak prepare sahur utk dia coz he's not fussy....

habis je puasa, raya menjelma....tahun ni balik uamh mertua lagi...dah 2 tahun ebraya kat umah mertua...but it is ok...i'm giving chance to my hubby coz he seldom sees his family since he was posted to sabah...i don't mind...sedih tu sedih gak le...tapi aku tinggal dgn parents...x kisah...blk tu leh celebratare raya with my parents...lagipun raya kat sana meriah sebab ramai sedara...lebih2 lagi tahun ni beraya dengan orang baru.....my little hariz...x sabar nak pakaikan dia baju raya...dah beli dah baju raya dia...auntie nurul dia hadiahkan lagi....banayak tul baju raya dia...beraya sakan si kecik ni...alaaa...mummy+ayah dia je yang excited, dia xtau apa2 lagi

puasa, puasa jugak, raya, raya jugak...tapi kerja.....almost everyday i went home nearly 6 pm....extra class, post-mortem, meeting...so many things to be done...f4 exam is coming in 2 weeks time and to be continued after raya....i have to struggle very hard marking the exam paper before leaving to sabah...mujur gak ada reason nak g jumpa hubby kat sana, lau x, cuti nanti pun kena datang sek utk arrange next year punya planning...tahun ni dapat lari jauh2 and dapat escape....

no matter how bz i'm in school, kuih raya tetap kena buat...kenala curi2 masa nak wat kuih...kaksue dah order pineapple tart [buat kawan-kawanku yang menegenali kaksue, dia sekarang dah bergelar dr.hasuria...senior lecturer of school of humanities, usm]...nak bg mak mertua lagi...yarkh..yarkh....next weekend dah kena start dah...xpe, boleh release tension kerja time wat kuih.....mmm....apa lagi yekkk...

to be continued....

apa da...dalam bakul...

2006-09-18T19:04:00.000-07:00

tgkla...masa 4 bulan dulu dah bwk hariz jln2 sbb ayah dia balik....bawk blk kg, g genting, g kl, g penang...sume dlama one week...masa tu dia kecik lg...bleh la ltk dia dalm bassinet ni...tp skrg dah x muat...hariz baik gle kalau naik keta...senang je...tdo...hehe.....

more hariz photos.....

2006-09-18T18:36:00.000-07:00

hello gang....i hve more photos of my little one.....he's only 7 months old...but he already has one big album....but most of the photos were not take by digital cameara...so....i've only a few....

tgk la hariz ni, he can sleep anywhere....look so naughty...skrag dah ada gigi satu, discovered on 18 september..tp pendek lagi giginya....

my little hero 2

2006-09-15T05:12:00.000-07:00

these pictures were taken while he was 4 months old..skrg dia dah besar & berat & chicky....tp gamba terbaru sume dalam camera hubby....nantilah hubby balik blah la tgk wajah terbaru hariz....

forget d past.....

2006-09-15T04:44:00.000-07:00

nurul....just forget d past....ko sedih sorang2...tp orang lain x kisah pun....tu laa...u used to be so kind to people..what do u get in return? nothing! we should live our live happily now...we have completed our life...we have hubby and baby...we still have the high taste and we can afford it without hesitate...enough is enough...orang2 yang wat ko sakit ati tu x rase apa2 pun...ko ada ramai lagi kawan2 yang sayang & care kat ko....to me...u r always my great friend...

me & family

2006-09-14T07:19:00.000-07:00

gamba ni masa g jalan2 kat genting...hariz relaks je dalam cable car...tp...mummy dia yang penggayat ni meleleh air mata....tobat x nak naik dah....

macam orang eskimo pulak dua beranak ni...g genting ngalahkan g north pole...ni lah hubby aku yang x tahan sejuk.... this is me with my hubby and my baby....berat tau budak kecik ni....tp sporting...x byak songeh time mummy dia nak shopping....

to be continued..................

2006-09-14T06:41:00.001-07:00

my little hero

2006-09-14T06:41:00.000-07:00

this is my little hero...hariz azfar bin hasrul nizam...he was born on 3rd february 2006 in kedah...sounds weird? my mummy is from perlis and my ayah is from pahang...why i was born in kedah? mummy said that there's no private hospital in kangar, so, she had to go to alor setar to deliver me....now i'm already 7 months......i seldom give trouble to my mom because i know she has hard time living far away from my ayah....where's my ayah? he's working lah...in sabah.....