funkymummy

Happy Birthday to My Hubby

I'm not sure you want me
to give you a poem like this
for your birthday --
a poem which says I need
to bury myself in the center of your heart
and swim there like a mermaid.

I pretend to do ordinary things like
birthday cards
but all the cells in my body are
in revolt because
you're not here with me
even when I open the dishwasher
or the blind
my body is aching because I'm not bending for you
and my skin shouts angrily to the angels
because your hands are not touching me

I am completely crazy
crazy for you
and because it's your birthday
I try to fold my love
in half to go in an envelope
like an ordinary 'love from'
but I may as well fold the sky
which for me
is held aloft
only by your kisses.

tadi nak masuk kelas, tapi budak ada post mortem, jadi xdela kelas pagi ni dgn bdk f1...so, bagi memenuhi hasrat julie, nilah gamba sanding aku kat kuantan...mmm...pasni aku nak tgk gamba ko lak ek...moga2 cepat naik pelamin and cepat jadi mummy...miss u.....

i've just arrived my school...i was listening to mix.fm while driving this morning...there was an advertisement on "makan-makan ramadan".....i remembered all the happy moments i had with all my frens during fasting month....especially frens umah kodak.....datang je time berbuka, sume tamak...macam-macam nak makan...sanggup jalan g pasar ramadan semata-mata nak beli popia pedas...hehe....paling best time berbuka kat luar...kul 6 dah line up nak beli makanan...selalunya kite berbuka kat food court mines la...hehehe...paling kelakar teh last puasa together...g makan kfc...pas makan nak bergambar...kita kan suka bergambar....elok je flash camera menyala, BOOMMM!!! sume terkejut...akula paling kuat jerit....hehehe....rupa-rupanya, ada orang main mercun... tapi kita tetap maintain posing...hehe...tiap kali tgk gamba tu sure tergelak sorang2....that was our last bukak puasa kat luar...

hmmm...bila lagi dapat buka puasa sama-camtu? but if we have that chance, it will be in different situation...yeah...most of us are mothers now...hope that one day we'll have the chance...tapi meja kena besar lah...xpun kena prepare meja untuk budak2...or...we ask the fathers to take care of them while we're gossipping...haha...chow...need to prepare for class..

gamba ni dah basi...tapi nak gak letak untuk tatapan kawan2 yang belum tgk....satu je dah la yek...
to julie...i've read ur blog..and i miss u too...miss u very much...ni gambar terbaru aku+hubby....aku doakan ko dapat cepat balik semenanjung+hubby aku pun leh balik semenanjung...x pun, xmas nanti ko dtg sabah...leh jumpa kat sana....mmm...julie..thanks a lot pinjamkan aku sweater hitam yang ada jalur kat lengan tu yek...it was on 13 july 2002...dah 4 tahun...hari yang hubby aku approached aku..and now...there are 3 of us... dalam ni ko tgk la gambar hariz...nanti la ayah dia balik...banyak lagi gamba aku akan masukkan...

hi....just wanna say thank to auntie nurul....thanks for the presnt...nanti hariz pakai, hariz amik gamba publish kat blog mummy ni ye....msa ni hariz kecik lagi...bru 4 bln lebih...sekrang hariz dah 8 bulan...dah byk rambut+dah ada 2 gigi...dah makin nakal...dah pandai bunyi mekkk....hehe

i've just read nurul's blog....apela cakap pelik2 bulan puasa ni...xsalah mengingati mati..tapi jgn la pk yang bukan2 dalam bulan baik ni.....thanks fro the present that u've sent to hariz...boleh la dia bergaya raya nanti...botol susu+teether dia dah guna dah....maklumlah, baru tumbuh gigi...tunggu gigi dia panjang ckt, bru leh amik gamba ltk kt cni...tgu ayah dia balik raya nanti sebab ayah dia je yang pakai digital camera...mummy dia x canggih..pakai camera kodak je... kodak...kodak....

kodak.....a very meningful word...a very memorable word....umah kodak...a very meningful place to be remembered...especially in this ramadhan....msa kat umah kodak dulu dapat sahur ramai-ramai...tapi aku xleh makan sardin..alergic...abih nanti kaki tangan gatal2...skrg dah ok ckt..tp still alah dgn sardin...diana masak...aku tukang kunci jam and kejut dia...pas dia bangun, aku sambung tdo...dah siap masak baru bangun balik...hehehe..

dah 2 tahun berpuasa sebgaia isteri..tapi baru berapa kali je dapat prepare sahur for my hubby...hopefully by next year i can prepare sahur for him everyday....rasanya x susah nak prepare sahur utk dia coz he's not fussy....

habis je puasa, raya menjelma....tahun ni balik uamh mertua lagi...dah 2 tahun ebraya kat umah mertua...but it is ok...i'm giving chance to my hubby coz he seldom sees his family since he was posted to sabah...i don't mind...sedih tu sedih gak le...tapi aku tinggal dgn parents...x kisah...blk tu leh celebratare raya with my parents...lagipun raya kat sana meriah sebab ramai sedara...lebih2 lagi tahun ni beraya dengan orang baru.....my little hariz...x sabar nak pakaikan dia baju raya...dah beli dah baju raya dia...auntie nurul dia hadiahkan lagi....banayak tul baju raya dia...beraya sakan si kecik ni...alaaa...mummy+ayah dia je yang excited, dia xtau apa2 lagi

puasa, puasa jugak, raya, raya jugak...tapi kerja.....almost everyday i went home nearly 6 pm....extra class, post-mortem, meeting...so many things to be done...f4 exam is coming in 2 weeks time and to be continued after raya....i have to struggle very hard marking the exam paper before leaving to sabah...mujur gak ada reason nak g jumpa hubby kat sana, lau x, cuti nanti pun kena datang sek utk arrange next year punya planning...tahun ni dapat lari jauh2 and dapat escape....

no matter how bz i'm in school, kuih raya tetap kena buat...kenala curi2 masa nak wat kuih...kaksue dah order pineapple tart [buat kawan-kawanku yang menegenali kaksue, dia sekarang dah bergelar dr.hasuria...senior lecturer of school of humanities, usm]...nak bg mak mertua lagi...yarkh..yarkh....next weekend dah kena start dah...xpe, boleh release tension kerja time wat kuih.....mmm....apa lagi yekkk...

to be continued....

tgkla...masa 4 bulan dulu dah bwk hariz jln2 sbb ayah dia balik....bawk blk kg, g genting, g kl, g penang...sume dlama one week...masa tu dia kecik lg...bleh la ltk dia dalm bassinet ni...tp skrg dah x muat...hariz baik gle kalau naik keta...senang je...tdo...hehe.....

hello gang....i hve more photos of my little one.....he's only 7 months old...but he already has one big album....but most of the photos were not take by digital cameara...so....i've only a few....

tgk la hariz ni, he can sleep anywhere....look so naughty...skrag dah ada gigi satu, discovered on 18 september..tp pendek lagi giginya....

these pictures were taken while he was 4 months old..skrg dia dah besar & berat & chicky....tp gamba terbaru sume dalam camera hubby....nantilah hubby balik blah la tgk wajah terbaru hariz....

gamba ni masa g jalan2 kat genting...hariz relaks je dalam cable car...tp...mummy dia yang penggayat ni meleleh air mata....tobat x nak naik dah....


macam orang eskimo pulak dua beranak ni...g genting ngalahkan g north pole...ni lah hubby aku yang x tahan sejuk.... this is me with my hubby and my baby....berat tau budak kecik ni....tp sporting...x byak songeh time mummy dia nak shopping....

to be continued..................

this is my little hero...hariz azfar bin hasrul nizam...he was born on 3rd february 2006 in kedah...sounds weird? my mummy is from perlis and my ayah is from pahang...why i was born in kedah? mummy said that there's no private hospital in kangar, so, she had to go to alor setar to deliver me....now i'm already 7 months......i seldom give trouble to my mom because i know she has hard time living far away from my ayah....where's my ayah? he's working lah...in sabah.....

hmmm....i feel jealous looking at my frens blog...so, i created one...but not as creative as theirs...just wann show them my new look my my little hero....bonde nak sangat tgk hariz...blh la tgk...nurul pun nak tgk gambar...but only a few coz i don't have enough time to collect and scan all d photos...

many people say that being a teacher is very easy coz teachers work only half day....maybe in some schools...but i's sure that those whoo are teaching in sbp know the crazy workload....we have to go to school even on sunday....crazy huh?

stop talking about work...cukuplah dari 7am until 6pm....kt cni nak cite yang best2 jer.....