funkymummy

yes! definitely! siang td suzie msg aku saying that i'm very honest to admit that i'm an individualistic person. why should i be a hypocrite? to me it is better to be honest than to hide ur true colors...coz no matter how deep u hide it, one day, people will know it...so, ot is better to be honest...yeah...i'm an individualistic..or in other way, i'm selfish...tapi sekarang selfih aku bertempat lah...x macam dulu...why i'm behavin like this? it is because i believe that i'm precious, so i need to protect myself, my feelings, my pride n my dignity...no one can do that for me, except me..myself...if we r too soft or too fragile, people will easily take advantage on us...even our own relatives...observing what is happening to my family, i have to be individulaistic! i have to be selfish! i have to protect myself! that is among family..what more with other people...we can't simply let other people rule us...ble dah bekerja ni lagilah ramai manusia kita jumpa..a first i thot i will turn down my selfishness...but, after i faced sum annoying people, i dont think i can change myself...people will take advantage...people will manipulate u...buat baik pun org anggap macam2...so, better be urself...

suzie also asked me, do i care if don have frens in my school? i said i have many collegues...but i dont have many frens n i dont mind bout that...sumtime, terlalu nak berkawan pun wat kita pening kepala...nak layan borak, padahal kerja banyak...memang there r sum teachers will always ask me questions like.."makan sorang je ke?"..."mana kawan?" n many more...bla aku rapat dgn si ida tu, ada jugak yg x senang...entahlah...bila ramai kawan pun payah...especially species tudung labuh...suka tegur pasal pakaian...tapi aku wat dek je...lama2 dah x larat nak tegur...lgpun i dont mind not having so many frens coz to me quantity of frens is not important, but quality that i do care...i only have a few frens...but each of them is very valuable to me...i dont have to mention who they r coz i know, they know...n...each of them has their own uniqueness...