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it has been a while since i last updated my blog...today is d last school day n i've nothing to do...i've done with my pmr marking which was quite a hectic...not because of the marking...but i was not really well for a week...if not definitely i could finish my marking exactly on d due date...but now everything is over...before i elaborate bout the topic ATTITUDE...i would like to take this opportunity to thank all my frens who wished me happy birthday and to those who gave n sent me presents...TQ very much...your kind thot is really appreciated...
back to ATTITUDE...what do i wanna say bout that? i juz wanna talk bout teacher's attitude...as we know, a teacher should be a noble person or...the role model...or someone who has good values in his/herself...what good values? not only from what they wear, but also on how they do their work...if a teacher can't do his/her work properly/perfectly, how do we expect our students to do their work perfectly as well...teacher's duty is not only teach n give knowledge, but also educate...how to educate students if teachers themselves do their work miserably?
here i'm referring to my marking teammates...not all of em have this miserable attitude..but even though it's only a few, but it effects some else and also their credibility...what i could see, these teachers marked d important paper clumsily...transfer the marks carelessly...fill up the form without checking d details...and lots more carelessness...maybe they are taking advantage because d group leader is a nice person...i'm not saying that i did my work 100% perfect, but i tried my best to minimize my mistakes...because i'm afraid that i'm putting other people's future in a wrong place n i'm afraid tat the money tat i will get won't be blessed...maybe some of them take up marking juz for money...but...i u r truly muslim, if u do sumthing for money, do it properly...a single cent tat u get is counted...
y do i said this? there's 1 teacher who prouldy told me tat she managed to finish her marking an everything on time even though she has 3 children..(coz i couldn't finish mine with only 1 child)..n she was rushing to invigilate d exam...marking n invigilating national exam give u money rite? (that's y i think she does that for money...) when she was away to invigilate, 1 of my teammates found that she did a lot of mistakes in her work...(maybe she rushed to finish her work quickly).
so, what's my problem now? k, another story...during d last slot of d meeting, sum of my teammates were looking at my photo gallery in my handphone to look at my son's photo n accidently they saw my photo without my headscarf...n that teacher's eyes was so big n she asked where was i at tat time? i said tats my family outing n it's not in perlis...from d way she glanced at me, i'm sure that sumthing negative was in her mind...but she deserves no right to give me tat kind of glance coz she's not a prefect person to do that...i hope u get what i mean...being a truly muslim does not only in ur appearance...but it should cover everything...to me, she had risked people's future by transfering mark wrongly (isn't tat a sin?), she had troubled my group leader who is so kind (isn't tat cruel?) n i've no rite to say bout d money tat she'll b getting...
to those who r teachers n those who want to be teachers...don't b typical teacher who like to judge people by their appearance...before u judge someone else, make sure u urself can do ur work properly...
we teachers always say tat our profession is not highclass , but do we realize that we ourselves tat make it low class? think bout it...this is only bout attitude of teachers...actually teachers nowdays are lacking in so many things...especially KNOWLEDGE....to be continued.......

cepat betul kawan2 aku tgl comment kat entry aku td...while waiting for hariz to sleep, i want to make a correction regarding my hubby's job...actually he's not pen. pengurus ladang...itu lambat lg kot..b4 this kat sabah dia peg. pertanian...mmg keje diakuar masuk ladang n jaga kebajikan peneroka2 wilayah sabah...tp skrg since dia balik semenjung, post untuk peg. pertanian xde yg kosong, so dia kat bahagian latihan...handling all types of courses..dari kursus untuk penyelia ladang sampai la kursus untuk jd manager...not only handling d courses, but sumtimes he has to give the talks to d participants...dia kata xbpe best jd pegawai department latihan...xmencabar...he prefers to be peg.pertanian...tp xlama kot...sbb keje dia xtetap kat satu2 tempat...maybe kena transfer ke mana2 wilayah jd peg. pertanian balik...n gaji? sama je lau government servant grade 41...xle tinggi cam bidang2 professional yg lain...wpun 4 angka tp xle mampu mencucuk langit...but actually it depends on how we manage our income...

sebut pasal dia kena transfer, seram gak...manala tau dia kena transfer b4 umah siap..aduyai...lau boleh, biarla dapat merasa duduk umah baru dulu...sbb aku dgn hubby aku dah berangan macam2 nak deco umah..i told him that i want to get d consultation from eric leong on how to deco my house...hehe...tinggi tuh angan2...agak2 brape la dia nak charge utk consultation fee ek? hehe...

n suzie mentioned bout coach watch...maybe beli maybe x kot..sebab itu aim nak guna duit apc..hehe..a gift for myself after receiving a small award for my hard work...tgk lah nanti...lau aku TAYANG jam coach tu kat blog, that's mean, i own it...if not, juz 4get it...

k...chow...hariz dah tdo...maybe it will take sum times to update my blog due to end year workload that is MARKING...........

Entry ni dah agak lewat untuk wish my hubby happy bday....i juz bhot him a cake on his bday (19 october) coz at that time i could't think what to buy 4 him...only yesterday i managed to buy him d presents....hehee...sorry for d delay...but surprisingly i got my birthday present in advance coz my bday is next week...yeahhaaa...yesterday nite we went out for dinner kat western restaurant kat kangar...hubby aku blanja...thot of goin to penang last wik bleh makan kat firday's or manhattan...tp hariz kena rotavirus lak that wik n this wik i was bz with mesyuarat pelarasan pmr...marking paper ler....

this is the ice cream cake...ini je yg ada...nak bli secret recipe xde kat perlis...huhu...
this is not d bday boy...posing jek dgn cake ayah dia...hehe..

Inilah foto-foto raya...tp first foto ni aku xde sebab aku balik kampung hubby aku...lau tgk gambar ni ayah aku nampak macam sihat walafiat je...tp sebenarnya dia dah uzur sangat...sumtimes he's ok, sumtimes he's not...2 teruna kat bawah yg duduk tu my grown up nephews...asyif dah form 4 n afi dah form 1...lau kengkawan umah kodak ingat, masa g makan2 kat umah cheras asyif baru standard 4 kot...manja kemain...hehe...

ini teruna ku yang pantang orang amik gambar dia pun nak inter frame...lau bab posing kemain lagi...

ini terunaku masa on d way nak balik kuantan dari bentong...demam nih...tdo xnak baring...bercakap pun lesu je....sedih aku tgk...coz he wasn't himself tat day...
ini la family my hubby..sama plak cam carpet tudung aku nih

Nothing much can be said bout this. Juz b with me through thick n thin, always give me courage when i'm down n always pray for my happiness...no material request.

1. Healthy

2. Happy

3. Have lots of money

4. Have higher paid job

5. a bit taller...(xdela org igt budak sekolah :( )

Mostly indonesian songs n some english songs...nothing specific

Tart nenas buatan sendiri, samperit+mazola yg mak wat, any

Dalam entry nurul dia cakap aku lucky coz aku xmabuk..maybe belum lagi sebab baru 5 weeks..adala sikit2 sumtimes xselera makan time sahur...berangin and panas ulu hati...tapi xla kronik...cuma yang kronik, perangai HARIZ!!! astaga...memang xtahan dengan ngada2 dia...mengada teramat...pagi sampai tgahari dia ok...tp lau petang....memang hilang sabar..nak itu, nak ini...macam2 lagi..tgn tu cepat je mencapai barang2...mekap aku semua dia nak main...xkasi, dia nangis, marah pun dia wat dek je...geram tul...tiap hari kena marah tapi x serik2...nak juga dengan mummy...bila dia tdo malam, sian la pulak tgk sebab siang kena marah banyak kali...bile time baik, memang sian..manja sesangat...next year ada du xtaula..harap2 hariz ok dgn adik dia nanti...

If last week nurul announced something, today, i also want to announce something. Insyaallah, next year, hariz akan dapat adik. Hehehe...sekarang dah almost 5 weeks...so far, i'm still okay..xde mabuk or anything...selera makan dahsyat...tiap kali bukak puasa sampai nak pecah perut...hehehe...cuma...yang xbestnye..berangin..asyik2 sendawa jek...tp masa ngandungkan hariz dulu pun camtu gak...hopefully, this time xde la hilang selera makan...n hopefully this time dapat girl lak...due date on 16th may 2009...teacher's day...hehe...

hariz macam tau2 je nak dapat adik..manja n cengeng kemain lagi..sikit2 mummy..mummy akung, mummy wat syusyu...tdo dgn mummy...n la dgn aku asyik nak nangis n merengek je...sumtimes hilang gak sabar..tp try la to be fair with him...cmne la nanti lau dah ada 2..sure havoc...hehe...xsangka pulak saing sekali dgn nurul...miracle of ramadan...

Yeah...aku juga bernasib baik...bukan kerana aku melihat orang yang tidak mampu berbelanja seperti aku...tapi, ada orang yang mampu berbelanja, ada wang dan pendapatan sendiri tetapi dikontrol oleh suami...itu yang membuatkan aku bersyukur menjadi aku dah berkahwin dengan hubby aku..so far, dia x pernah control apa yg aku nak beli dgn duit aku...sometimes, i feel pity or uneasy when some of my colleagues said that they have to ask their hubby's permission before buying something...we have our own money from our hardwork, why the expenses to pamper ourselves should be controlled? unless we depend every single cent from our hubby. then, that is right to ask permission because he's d one who supports us...but, when u receive ur own salary but yet every time u wanna buy something, u have to have 'sweet talks' to ur hubby...this is unfair...they can buy anything they want and that cannot be questioned.... maybe these women are GOOD wives or ISTERI MISALI...thank God that my hubby is not that type of person...he never question me n i dont have to ask his permission because he will say..."that's ur money" n he knows eventhough i'm a shopaholic or spendthrift, i can manage my money...but sometimes, he will feel grateful if i cancel whatever i've planned to buy...n the thing that i appreciate most, he himself will take me to d malls asking me if there's anything i wanna buy...thank you my dear hubby for understanding me...

kasut lagi...crazy anis...these are my latest collections...hot in d market...baru last week appeared kat primavera booklet womens weekly, this week aku dah dapat...hehe....very nice n bling2...boleh wat kasut raya...if my hubby were to see this, definitely he will get a headache....hahaha....if suzie is crazy for bags, i'm crazy for shoes...it's because i'm a bit picky bout bags...but i don't really mind bout shoes...as long as it is nice n comfortable, i'll slip on...but sumtimes aku tgk gak brand of d shoes..hehe...bibik aku pun geleng kepala tgk aku susun kasut2 ni dalam shoe rack td...i'll walk with confident if i wear nice shoes...ooo...but not today..why?

this morning i wore my old pair of shoes which i bhot 3 years ago without realising that something wrong with both heels...when i reached school, i felt weird and i noticed 1 of d shoes almost broken...i went to my car to change d shoes...but what made me lose my confidence? it was because, i wore red blouse with black skirt and black shoes...but d shoes that i used to replace my almost broken one is purple...i felt soooo uncomfortable n weird....but i've got new pair of black shoes...TQ suzie...

suzie is crazy? hehee...last time she told me she doesnt trust in online shopping..but what is happening now? hahaa...i also bhot few things thru online...but mostly are my son's apparels...rambang mata tgk all branded clotehs at d very cheap price compared to its boutiques...even if u buy in its outlets u'll find that most of the clothes are made in china. philippines and some other asian countries...last week, i bhot hariz GAP jeans in KLCC...and after that i noticed it is made in philippines...same goes with pumpkin patch which made in china and some of hariz guess n osh kosh shirt are made in chine...even burrberry...d price at its outlets are definitely double or triple the price online...so, i've bhot quite a few pieces for him...but for raya, i bhot from d outlets...hehe...crazy anis? anak kecik lagi dah bg pakai branded2? hehe...sekadar yg mampu...

this entry is to make some people aware that SBP students nowadays are not as great as they think. yeah, SBP studenst used to be great in those days...but now, they are not really great actually...ater being in sbp for 5 years i know the scenario...maybe they are goood in some subjects, but definitely not english...their english is terrible...if the pmr or spm result is announced, it is hard to see sbp on the top 3 list appeared on tv screen during the news as it used to be.

in the beginning, i was nerveous to be posted to one of d sbps...however, after few months of teaching, i realized that not all sbp are d same...premier sbps like mckk, ssp, sas, star, tkc, stf might be different because those who are offered there are the creme of the creme...and the mild ones are offered to sekolah sains...the policies or d regulations of entering sbp now is not really strict...it is because some of the students offred there are based on their parents salary...low income family...they will be offered as d projek khas students where they will get everything for FREE! for form one students who get 5a's in UPSR can apply and will get the offer. but, 5a's in UPSR is not d measurement to perform better in PMR...and 8a's in PMR doesn't mean that they can get 10a1 in SPM...this year, 35 of my form students FAIL their english! i was so upset...

these students have the mindset that form 4 is the honeymoon year! they think they are in the confort zone already...and also there are some teacher will put the stress on science subjects more than english...other than that, students nowadays are ignorant! they dont read a lot. that is why they cant write good essay. try to imagine that science school students didn't know what is manufacturing plant? cant differentiate between AIDS and HIV...dont know how is AIDS transmitted...can explain herbal supplement..do not know what is fatigue...and lots more which i think they should know as general knowledge.

actually i'm upset with this. it is because they are our future generations...they are in d same race with me..MELAYU...memang layu lah...they hardly speak english in class...in their essay, grammatical errors are everywhere...some of them cant write even a simple sentence correctly and lots more...wy this happen? other than being ignorant and dont read a lot, they dont have the spriirt to compete...they juz compete among d same race...while i was in school, they were indians, chinese, siamese and punjabs..we spoke in englsih...but some malay students would say, anis is juz showing off...thats the attitude..but i dont care...that is what happens in science school...if i wanna tell my dissatisfaction bout this matter, this entry will be very long...juz enuff for some of my frens to know that not all sbp students can be proud of...it is juz 1 thing that makes me stay in sbp despite of the hectic schedule...it is the students attitude which is not so bad compared to daily schools students...they are not that rude and not really rebellious...n being a teacher nowadays is very challenging...we need to have lots of knowledge to educate our students...

This entry is to wish 1 of my colleague farewell...bukan pindah..tp dah retire...macam best jek bunyinya...hehe...kitaorg english panel n ketua jabatan bahasa n sorg guru bahasa antarabangsa wt farewell party for her kat putra palace hotel...hi-tea...

she's nice...eventhough she's 55 tp very open minded n sporting...x macam some young teachers nowadays yang jakun...biasalah...dia study kat UK...family dia pun sume modern2...coincidently, bapak dia kawan bapak aku...hahaa...umur dah 88 masing2...

let's see some photos.....

ini dah lepas makan...aku yang paling kecik, tp paling banyak makan...hehe

yang baju peach sebelah aku tu ketua panitia aku..kak yang...memang gila2..suka terpekik lau panggil aku n suka wat aku panik...aku pun suka wat dia panik gak...yan kat tengah tu kak wan...next to he is my closest collegue in school...ida...yg lebih kurang sebaya, dia je yg paling ngam dgn aku kat sek...last sekali english teacher yg palin baik...kak fariza...semua keje dia sanggup wat

inilah wajah ceria orang yang dah pencen...

dua budak kecik...hehe..siapa sangka cikgu n lecturer camni..hehee....maintain vogue beb...x kira apa pun profession kita....

still d same with some diffrences..hehe...

a happyloving couple....luks so sweettttt....

ni masa ka cherating...kat swimming pool...penakut air si hariz ni..

muka budak takut tengok ombak...kasut xleh kena pasir...pastu sibuk suh orng dukung, xnak kaki dia kotor...cerewet...
bakal pelumba equestrian negara...aminnnn

I had a great vacation last holiday...n i felt tat d holiday was just too short...what dia i do? lets see...

Monday : 18 August 08
At 2pm aku g pejabat lawyer…sign snp umah…after that we went to bukit tinggi, Pahang…overnite kat colmar tropicale..hehe…best…view cantik…but not as cold as 7 years ago….we had a lot of fun at d japanese village…ingat nak rent baju samurai pakaikan untuk hariz, tp hubby aku cakap xyah…takut hariz xnak pakai.. after that, we went to d rabbit park…fuh…pening tgk hariz kerjakan all d rabbits there…hehe…semua di cekaunya…mujur xde rabbit kena cekik…malam tu juz loafing around colmar…had dinner n watch live show…dance show je… bawak hariz g game room…puas la dia….balik bilik dia terus pengsan…

Before check out, jalan2 lagi kat colmar…macam kat france…more or less…dah la ramai foreingner jubah hitam…on d way balik..stop kat horse trail…hubby aku n hariz naik horse…hariz naik amik gambar je…my hubby la enjoy d ride…hehe….after that we continued our journey to Kuantan…bcoz d next day my hubby ada conference kat Cherating…

Wednesday : 20 August 08
Check in kat Impiana Cherating…perh…cantik gler….dapat seaview room…sementara my hubby g conference aku bwk hariz round2…mandi kat swimming pool sampai kecut..pagi dan petang..petang dgn ayah dial ah…selebihnya aku lepak kat bilik…malam g makan ikan baker…tp x sesedap ikan bakar tanjung lumpur…
Thursday : 21 August 08
B4 check out while waiting for my hubby attending his last slot, aku n hariz berendam lagi…habis muka aku kuar pimples sebab air swimming pool kotor n banyak klorin…uawawawa…around 2 pm…kitaorng balik…had our dinner kat kauntan, then terus ke KL…coz tat nite ada date dgn Julie n Bonde..hehe..memang penat…tp sebab lama gle x jumpa Julie…aku force gak hubby aku…

Perut memang dah lapar…tapi cari tempat dekat sejam baru sampai…ada masalah teknikal..biasalah…lau aku n hubby aku, sure ada masalah teknikal nak cari tempat yang serabut…hariz dah nak terlelap dah..sian dia penat sangat agaknya…hehe…akhirnya sampai jugak ke destinasi….
ooopppss..before tat…julie sampai umah aku bersama2…jeng3…pakwe dia la…yang Arif lagi bijaksana…hehe…hensemmmmm…n very shy….kontra dgn Julie…hehe…but they make a good couple…hope they make it till the end….

After having our dinner and chatting, kitaorng pun berpisah lagi…yelah…dah kul 11pm…hariz pun dah ngantuk…tp boleh lagi jerit2 panggil kakak…(panggil kat mudrikah) kelakar dgr hariz ckp tp mud cam xpaham coz hariz cakap bunyi indon daa…hehe..(bonde cakap kat blog cam berisi ckt...bukan macam...memang berisi pun...hehe)

Friday : 21 August 08
Nothing much in d morning coz my hubby g kerja…aku lepak kat umah dgn adik2 ipar aku…diaorg datang tdo kat umah..nak main dgn hariz…petang g tesco jap bwk diaorg…malam g KLCC…shopping baju raya hariz n toys…tok dia suh bli toys…baju raya dapat 1 pair jek..x sempat n brand yg aku minat xde sale…toys dapat banyak…blikan dia set basketball post yg 5 in 1 n set Thomas n frens…hehe…penuh keta nak bawak balik…ntah sempat ke x nak blikan dia bju raya sepasang dua lagi…

Saturday : 22 August 08
Sebelum balik Perlis, kitaorg ke Bilut coz cousin top bertunang…spent time kat sana sampai tgh hari…then balik Perlis…maka berakhirlah my holiday….

Now tgh fikir hujung tahun ni nak holiday kat mana pulak….any suggestions?

Now...tgk la foto2 holiday...

entah kenapa la budak ni terbaring...
nak g france x mampu...hehe..tp tempat ni view cantik
hello rabbit...i'm at d bunnytown


gayat beb...walaupun tower ni tiga tingkat je

yes! definitely! siang td suzie msg aku saying that i'm very honest to admit that i'm an individualistic person. why should i be a hypocrite? to me it is better to be honest than to hide ur true colors...coz no matter how deep u hide it, one day, people will know it...so, ot is better to be honest...yeah...i'm an individualistic..or in other way, i'm selfish...tapi sekarang selfih aku bertempat lah...x macam dulu...why i'm behavin like this? it is because i believe that i'm precious, so i need to protect myself, my feelings, my pride n my dignity...no one can do that for me, except me..myself...if we r too soft or too fragile, people will easily take advantage on us...even our own relatives...observing what is happening to my family, i have to be individulaistic! i have to be selfish! i have to protect myself! that is among family..what more with other people...we can't simply let other people rule us...ble dah bekerja ni lagilah ramai manusia kita jumpa..a first i thot i will turn down my selfishness...but, after i faced sum annoying people, i dont think i can change myself...people will take advantage...people will manipulate u...buat baik pun org anggap macam2...so, better be urself...

suzie also asked me, do i care if don have frens in my school? i said i have many collegues...but i dont have many frens n i dont mind bout that...sumtime, terlalu nak berkawan pun wat kita pening kepala...nak layan borak, padahal kerja banyak...memang there r sum teachers will always ask me questions like.."makan sorang je ke?"..."mana kawan?" n many more...bla aku rapat dgn si ida tu, ada jugak yg x senang...entahlah...bila ramai kawan pun payah...especially species tudung labuh...suka tegur pasal pakaian...tapi aku wat dek je...lama2 dah x larat nak tegur...lgpun i dont mind not having so many frens coz to me quantity of frens is not important, but quality that i do care...i only have a few frens...but each of them is very valuable to me...i dont have to mention who they r coz i know, they know...n...each of them has their own uniqueness...

if i were to give the definination for each term above, i dont think i can give d exact meaning of it..but in english, there's only one word...that is FRIENDS...in suzie's n nurul's entry, thay mentioned bout frens...a malay proverb said that "kawan ketawa senang dicari, kawan menangis belum tentu.." to me, that is absolutely right...masa senang ramai nak dekat, ble susah ramai nak hentam...tapi ada juga yg bila dah senang lupa kawan...or bila dapat kawan baru lupa kawan lama..but, so far, those things have never happened o me yet...yelah..aku ni xramai kawan..dari sekolah sampai bekerja...boleh dikira kwan2 aku banyak mana...d closest r d frens that i met in UPM...

in d beginning memang susah aku nak make frens..yelah...dah bisa sorang2...masuk matrix kena duduk kat dorm..it took me along time to adapt to all the noises n so many other things...masuk degree pun aku x really make frens accept for my coursemate who sum of them remain my closes frens until today...ble dah bekerja, lagi susah nak berkawan...sume x ngam...setakat rakan sekerja bolehlah..nak share evrything tu xde lah...until 2006 datang sorang english teacher dari seremban..mula2 nampak eksen tp actually dia ok...nape dia ok? first of all dia memang kepala anging n mulut laser cam aku..garang gle...budak2 xbergerak lau dgr dgr nama dia..belum dia mula ngamuk lagi...taste sama...she's a shopaholic...brand concious...very knowledgable...not only in fashion tp dalam banyak benda...cikgu2 lain xrapat sangat dgn dia...sebab mulut dia laser kot..tp kat sekolah memang aku rapat dengan dia..itu pun ada orang kisah gak...dah la accidentally selalu pakai sama..x plan pun...tapi nak wat cmne...tu pun boleh heboh satu sekolah...despite of her mulut laser, she's very kind n caring... xlokek...ada yg cakap kita orng inseparabe twins..budak2 pun cakap madam anis je yg nak kawan dgn madam ida..it's not that...org lain macam x sekufu...lau aku nak share psal fashion or brand, aku nak borak dgn sape? org lain x tau...so, i just ignore what people say...

back to d meaning of frens...to me, true frens r d frens who are willing to share verything...not only the laughters but also d tears...bukan yang nak menghentam kita bila kita sedih atau susah, bukan nak jealous atau dengki bila kita senang atau bahagia...but true frens will also fell sad whe we r sad, n will also b happy when we r happy...most importantly, they will pray for our happiness...

dulu, masa aku berjauhan dgn hubby aku, aku akan kongsi dgn nurul perasaan aku...kenapa nurul? sebab dia dah kawin...jm n suzie blm lagi...setiap kali di akhir nasihatnya, will always be one phrase..."anis, aku doakn top cepat balik cni..." x jemu2 dia type message tu untuk aku...maybe, because of her sincerity, she has her happiness now..macam kata suzie dalam entry, sekali kita buat baik kat org, tuhan akan balas kebaikan tu...walaupun x berjumpa, cukup dgn kirim doa...tuhan mendengar...n now is my turn mengirimkan doa buat kawan2 aku yang akan berkahwin. yang tgh bercinta mahupun yg dah berkeluarga...may happiness will always be yours...especially suzie n jm...kenapa kita harus iri melihat kebahagian orang yang kita anggap kawan rapat kita? aku x sabar nak tgk suzie n jm kahwin...tp jodoh x boleh dipaksa...d only thing that i can do is to pray tat they will meet their soul mate...(dah jumpa dah kan? hehe) who can take care of them...once u r married, u will have another best fren...that is ur hubby...

these r d stuffs tat i bhot in KL during d KL trip...hehe...necklace mark n spencer ni murah je..tp unik n nampak cam gold betul...actually masuk mark n spencer sebab nak survey baju raya untuk hariz, tp xde yg berkenan...baju girls banyak laa...tunggu kot2 coming soon dapat girl..hehe...

ni purse liz clairborne...dapat 40% discount...last 2 weeks masa g penang dah plan nak bli LC punya purse, tp xde yg berkenan..pastu plan nak bli braun buffel...wpun agak mahal, tapi xkenan jugak...habis satu robinsons dgn isetan kat the gardens aku pusing..burberry..ada sale, tp x kenan, longchamp pun xde yg menarik, even CK pun aku x kenan..finally jumpa LC yang murah after discount...my fren, ida dah pening dgn aku...hehe..

haaa...inilah bag guess yg aku tgk dalam booklet parkson yg dapat dg her world...tp yg aku tgk tu color merah...tp..ble dah 40% n tgl yg ni je, aku grab terus...kang nak cri kaler merah ble pulak nak jumpa...brown pun brown lah...lgpun aku bkn nak wat hantaran cam suzie..hehe...
ni plak kasut hariz...aku beli kasut ni sebab aku dapat duit saguhati wat workshop dgn budak f3 aritu..so guru kanan penyelaras f3 bg aku ckt token of appreciatio la...so, aku pun blikan kasut ni untuk hariz..perh..size 8.5...terkejut gak aku tgk kasut dia panjan smcm...ikut sapa tah kaki cam sampan...hehe...
actually ada 2 lagi yang aku bli kat KL tp x sempat nak snap photo...turtle neck shirt MNG sebab less than rm60 and jeans pumpkin patch untuk hariz..itu pun sale..hehe..next wik g KL dah x shopping kot sebab nak g holiday kat bukit tinggi...juz nak bli baju ray hariz sepasang dua..tu pun ayah dia nak belikan..hehe...lgpun end of this year nak bli braun buffel yang merah tu..hehe..lau ada discount la...dok tunggu duit apc x dapat lagi...geram je nak bli necklace aigner sebab ada alphabet A kat pendant dia...tapi cam bazir plak coz it is just costume jewellery n only gold plated...price dalam rm900++..tgklah nanti...geram je nak bli kasut kat KL aritu tp tahun ni dah 5 pasang kasut aku beli...xmuat lemari dah..

letih selepas 2 hari enjoy sambil belajar...on d way balik, sume pengsan...

nak jadi astronaut kat petrosains
aku jumpa dinosaur...grrrraummmm

after dinner kat umah finalist SIR-amiruddin...

Jumaat: 8 august 2008

this is my current perfume...narciso rodriguez n guess gold..i love hese two perfume very much..guess tu strong ckt bau dia...mak aku sure bising lau aku pakai yang tu...narciso rodriguez ni aku fall in love dgn sample yan dibagi dalam her world...aku browse kat internet, ada 5 tempat je kat malaysia yg jual pfume ni..kat sogo, kat klcc, kt mvalley n mana tah lagi...so, aku pun mintakla hubby aku cari...harga boleh tahan untuk edt 50ml...tapi hubby aku bayar, rembat jela...hehe..actually, brand ni ada pakaian gak..tapi kat sgpore je yang masuk...nama dia unique..sebab tu aku suka...dan lain dari yang lain...ha nurul, entry aku dah banyak ni, apa lagi ko nak tgk? pelik betul suh aku upload blog dgn my not so hot stuff ni..tapi, dulu pun kita camni kan..tiap kali shopping mesti nak tgk barang kengkawan...dulu boleh a, dok seumah...sekarang ko kt jb, aku ka kgr, jmkat kuching. suzie kat PD...berlainan direction...cni jela boleh tunjuk pun..nak mms xlarat la plak kan...

entah nape tetibe nurul nak tgk koleksi handbags aku....so, sebagai memenuhi request nurul, aku pun upload la gambar2 ni...tapi x sebanyak suzie yang menghimpun pelbagai jenis dan pattern...ranking handbags aku ni bermula dari vincci hingga ke CD... yang lain2 ada carlo rino, bonia(beg hantaran), liz clairborne and yang paling aku suka fleurville...

fleurville tu yang colorful hijau n pink tu...actually brand ni desing for mom on the move..aku order kat internet...lau buka website fleurville.com memang banyak...tapi lau nak bli kat malaysia, masuk je thelilcaliph.com...why i like tis bag so much? sesuai dgn nama mother's handbag, bag ni muat nak letak botol susu,2 helai diapers n 1 small towel, wallet, mekap..banyak compartment tapi beg x besar and tali dia x menyakitkan bahu bila digalas...aku beli beg ni pun sebab hubby aku x suka aku bawak bagpack ble jalan dgn dia bwk hariz...

scarf yang kat hbag brown tu hadiah dr bapak mertua aku...dia g outstation oversea masa kerja dulu..nak pakai, scarf tu kecik, x guna sayang pulak sebab scarf tu brand FENDI...aku memang x beli la scarf mahal2 camtu..xmampu...tapi dah ada, pakai jela..hehe...alamak...ada lagi satu handbag x masuk gambar...guy laroche...beli masa sale...sowi nuwul...lau ko nak tgk, nanti aku mms jela...tahun ni baru dapat 3...tgh tgu braun buffel wat sale, nak bli yang kte tgk kat kl dulu...tp bukan yang 1k tu, yang merah tu...harap2 suzie pun bli gak baru ada geng pakai braun buffel...nurul, ko pun sambar a satu, i'm sure ko sure mampu sebab ko wat part time skrg ni...julie lagilah kaya...elaun dia banyak...apalagi julie...jom cuti next wik kite gegarkan KLCC ke, pavllion ke..kueh..kueh..kueh....

apa pelik tajuk entry aku ni? aku baru baca blog julie...ka mana2 pun ada manusia yang menyakitkan hati...selalu yang penampilan baik dan mcm ustazah...tp sifat mereka memang menjengkelkan...aku pun ada sesuatu yg wat aku bengang...kelmarin, khamis, aku ada kelas...one of my students came late..at first i saw her at the staff room with her favourite ustazah...who sits next to m seat..n used to be close to me...but nowdays i'm avoiding her..for something that i cant explain..that student came 30 minutes late..and when i asked her "why r u late?" she said, "i met ustazah...." , "why?" i asked again.."she asked me to help her to staple the tazkirah booklet"...ko tak hangin ke bila sorg ustazah amik budak masa kelas ko tanpa mintak izin? mungkin dia pk blaja english xleh masuk syurga kot...pastu td i bumped into her at the printing room...n she didnt even look at me...what more to say sorry...that is not the first time...so tome, the bigger the tudung they wear, it is to cover the cracks that they have inside...thebigger the tudung, the more cracks can be hidden...kalau x percaya...observe this kind of people...ada ustazah yang ngelat keje, ada ustazah yang bercerita kekurangan suami...dll....

banyak lagi manusia pelik di sekeliling kita...

to julie...aku doakan ko cepat balik KL coz aku beli umah kat KL....hehehe....

lau ikut dalam agama, besederhana adalah yang terbaik supaya kita sentiasa beringat dan mensyukuri pemberian Tuhan...bila kita terlalu obses kita akan menurut perasaan...bukan setakat perasaan untuk shopping, tetapi perasaan kasih sayang atau cinta...kenapa...?

i learn this from my very own experience...i used to be deeply in love with someone who finally ruined my love n hurt my feelings...since then, i believe that it is not wrong to love someone or to be in love but there must be a limit...we have have to be rational by looking at both our partner's strengths and weaknesses...but what i could see, most..of the women that i know will give 500% of themselves to the men they love...that is not rational...that is no longer sederhana...some of my frens who r truly, deeply, madly in love, will trust their partners 500%...we say that love is blind...love is an abstract noun...it does not have eyes to see...but, we human are noun that is specially created by God with brain...why god give us brain? it is for us t think...brain is something precious given by god is we know how to use it...but...to those who are obsessed in love do not use brain...they just trust their partners blindly, mereka terlalu memuji dan memuja orang yang dicintai...this is wrong...yang hanya boleh di puja hanya tuhan, yang boleh diagungkan , hanya tuhan! as a human being created by god, we cannot adore other human being who is also created by our creators...why? it is because, we r not PERFECT! human r not perfect! human tend to make a lot of mistakes...so, relate this with the love that u have inside you..when u love someone, don't give 100% of ur love..don't give 100% of ur trust..keep for urself..if no one will love u more than u do..aprreciate urself..don't let urself be hurt by other people...especially ur loved ones..don't give too muc in a relationship...bcoz, less is more...why i'm saying this...? when u r hrt by someone u adore toooooooooooo much, some u think tooooooo prefect, someone there is no weaknesses...one day, when the bad part of him appears, u will be truly, deeply n madly hurt...once u r cheated, the wound won't heal...i write this because i can't stand seeing some foolish ladies being blinded by what so called LOVE. love urself first, appreciate urself first...u r precious...i'm not saying that i dont trust my hubby, or i don't love him...of course i love him..of course i trust him...but the trust that i give him just in moderate 'amount'...we can't predict the future...anybody can hurt us...even the closest person to us...as a human, just pray for they best, but prepare for the worst...

HOWEVER...there r some wives who will tell other people about the negative sides of their hubbies...oh god! u can find someone that u trust to tell ur problems..but if everyday u keep grumbling about ur hubby, i can't ensure what is the reward that god give u as a wife...so...inilah perasaan yang sederhana...di sini aku respect nurul...she stays with toya through thick n thin...she has gone through many challenges...all the tears that she shed, all the laughters that she shared...she's amazing to me...n to my surprise toya who used to look like a 'lepak' boy now is a responsible father...despite of going to be an artist...he is GOOD father...amazing...even someone who always listen to 'sermon' also cannot be like that...who? msg me for further detail...x baik cite keburukan laki orang kat cni...hehehe...to toya, after this u'll become an artist, but i hope u can still be toya that i know...nurul, ko dah restui pilihan dia untuk jadi artist so be patient with all the coming challenges...to suzie...marriage is not the end of a love story, but it is a new chapter of ur life...be strong...to myself...(ada sapa2 nak nasihat aku x?) hehehe...to my hubby...i love u eventhough i rarely say it directly...u r my happiness...

tengokla dua beranak ni...lambat sangat tunggu makanan sampai agaknya..hehe..ni gambar masa g penang last weekend...terlupa lak yang sekarang tengah sale...tapi xtau nak bli apa sebab x plan nak shopping...xpe...banayak lagi masa boleh shopping...nanti g kl bli baju raya hariz...

When i read nurul's entry, i felt some kind of fu thinking that i just love shopping...can't help...and now i'm a bit brand concious...hehe...why? to me, after a few years studying, getting the job and all the hard ork at d work place with my very own money and the most important thing is that now i can save some money because i still styaing with my mom, free car, dont have to pay for the loan...etc...so, when the times come to pay for other expenses, then i'll start reducing my passion...

let's get back to the meaning of brand n what is it for..yeah...self satisfaction..that the most important...lau kita nak show off pun tp org x kenal brand nak watpe...lgpun why do we have to show off...? now my favourite brand for handbag is Braun Buffel...but my budget will always be RM600 below..not the time yet to purchase a handbag that is more expensive than that...why Braun Buffel? simply because no one in my school use that brand..carlo rino dah ramai sangat...for now, i only hv 2..hope by the end of this year i can buy another 1..next passion is shoes...haha...the most expensive are clarks n guess...

yang lain2 biasa je...and jeans..now i'm wearing d designers' brand jeans...haha..u can get it from me guys...

i thot that i'm a spendthrift..but there's someone who's worse than me..at least i can still be rationalin spending my money so at the end of the month i wont burst out this phrase 'i'm broke!'...my fren..quite close...she a real band concious...she bhot a stroller that cost her rm1k++..., 2 car seats rm600++...feeding bottle avent..etc...so...what to say?

refering to suzie's entry...dont care what people say of what u own n what u wear...that's ur money...sama la kat my school..everytime i wear new shoes, there are people will ask n will stare n...same goes when i wear new silk...tp bila dah selalu pakai yang baru n branded n mahal..orang dah x larat tanya...sometimes i said my hubby bg..eventhough bukan dia yang bagi...one of my chinese colleague said that i'm fashionable and different than others..even d students said that, "to know madam anis is to look at her shoes"..haha...some people bukan x mampu, tapi xmau buka minda membaca n browse through mags n etc...bila orang pakai pelik ckt..mulalah..belu lagi pasal pakaian anak..they ask me whta milk does hasiz drink..i said enfagrow..they will say..mahal..one kid it's ok...four or five kids...? suka hati akulah anak aku..of course i want to gv d best that i could afford...erhhh....kalau nak ikut n dgr all those comments...memang tension..so...just le it be..pleased urself...no one can please u except URSELF...trust me n u'll b happy...

Ha..inilah gambar pas dapat apc..sebenarnya ada 5 cgu, sorang dah balik n sorang lagi x dapat dtg coz ada course...yang kat tgh tu paling muda antara kami ber5..baru 27...tp anak dah dua..haha..sekarang aku setaraf a dgn nurul..diiktiraf oleh kpm...hehe..the hard work is paid...mula2 terkejut gak sebab aku baru nak masuk 5 tahun kerja..banyak lg yang lebih senior..tp, admin dah agree agaknya that i'm one of the best las year, that's y i got it...what i wanna do with that 1k?...hehe..tungguuu...

ada yang kata dapat nak dapat apc kena rajin bodek...that's not true...n that'snot me...i'm not that type..what i practise are, do what u r supposed to do, ask others if u do not know, always refer to seniors and respect others...but..everything must be a limit...jangan membuta tuli wat keje n ikut je apa yang orang suruh...that's not smart..that is stupid...work smart n u should know where sometimes u should 'twist' a bit...

but now i'm a bit rebellious...y? i'm just sick of being told to do other people's work...doing d same thing for almost every event...macam dh xde orang lain...walau apa pun...aku tetap aku yang berpegang kepada prinsip hidup yang "BUAT BAIK JANGAN SAMPAI ORANG PIJAK KEPALA"...that's me...i'm sorry nurul..i still hold to that coz i'm not the type of person who will keep everything in my heart n cry n make others happy...i'm still the individulaistic anis, the selfish anis, the laser anis...still the same...but..a bit careful in letting my mouth blow...

kat bawah ni band yang perfor masa apc..budak2 sek rupanya..matured gle beb...

inilah dua lelaki yang wat aku happy n sometimes wat aku pening...

sekarang dah ok bawak potong rambut kat saloon...lau awal2 dulu jenuh nak kena peluk dia, srg dah boleh duduk sendiri n setiap hari nak g potong rambut..terpaksala aku create alasan...mana leh potong rambut hari2...

bercakap pun dah pandai...tapi ada bunyi indon la plak..."hariz nak naik ayunan sama mummy", "hariz nak tonton thomas", "x bisa naik"...aduhai...lau bercakap kalah burung murai...hehe...but that is my happiness...skrg dia tgh nakal..pening aku...but, it is a part of learning process...aku rasa seronok dukung dia, peluk dia, cium dia, shopping untuk dia dll...anak memang satu anugerah...the most precious gift...

i was wondering why 13 july seems to be a very familiar date...my fren kept telling me that it's his hubby bday..what does it got to do with me? and yesterday i was so jiwang..don't know why..after i looked at my note book that i used to write sms from my hubby 6 years ago, i suddenly remembered...yeah...13 july...2002...it was the date when my hubby proposed me as his gf (at that time)..no wonder that date seems so familiar...and yesterday...13 july 2008...6 years had passed...there are so many experinces and challenges in maintaining a relationship...now...i'm looking forward for 6 years to come..and years after that...wish me the best...

ingat x lagi lagu sheila 0n 7 ni? lagu masa kat u dulu...i havent heard tis son for ages, suddenly last 3 days while i was driving with hariz next to me, i heard tis song from hotfm..it reminded me of my sweet days...more or less 6 years ago....the moment i started to know my hubby...at that time, i never thot that our relationship would end with a marriage..but...it comes true...dah ada nak dah pun..my sweet little hariz (sometimes my naughty little hariz)...and know...i juz hope that, our marriage will last forever...dan sentiasa buat aku tersenyum..

men...a simple word...but very mysterious...when they become husbands, they tend to be more mysterious....why? coz there are men who want the wife to look like "perempuan melayu terakhir" or muslimah sejati...(refering to malay muslim men)...tehy tend to ask the wife to dress as they like...cover everything...but do they know that, at their back the wives dont really like...because at young age they want to dress up...but the husbands' pride dont allow em' ...and as a wife we should not say bad things about their hubby at the back, tapi lau hati x rela sure akan terlepasa keluhan2 mengenai suami masing2...terjagakah maruah mereka kalau isteri menceritakan perihal suami dengan nada yang x gembira? apaka tujuan suami suruh isteri tutup aurat tercapai sedangkan mulut terbuka?

i'm not against this...memang tanggunjawab suami...tapi adakah isteri menghormati? even a women which is called ustazah pun would say something not nice about their hubby...i'm not gonna say that i'm a good wife...and my husband in not a real good man..but to me he is understanding and sporting...he wants me to look good and gorgeous every time i'm with him...he even suggests me what to dress and everything...and he said tat i'm still young...and i understand what he means..daripada dia menjeling tengok perempuan lain dress up nicely in front of me, i think it is better for me to dress up in front of him...am i rite? we are young couples...so far, i appreciate him so much...